I am Joe's first journal entry.
I figured since this thing's here I might as well use it. I've always wanted a journal anyway so here's some stuff about my life. I'm currently on unsupervised probabtion for a little incident last summer and I"m supposed to start my substance abuse treatment tomorrow. I figured I'd start it out in style so I drank half a bottle of Crown, popped an adavan and now I'm busting into the Black Velvet, and the more and more I drink tonight the more I see I need some change in my life. I'm dating this girl that I work with right now and it's not going real well. I knew from the beginning that we had nothing in common and that she didn't really "bring anything to the table" and I told her that, I told her we'd make better friends than lovers but still she begged me to give her a chance. So I did. But now she wants to be with me all the time - I can't even spend some time with an old friend that I haven't seen in weeks without her putting a guilt trip on me. Therefore I think it's time to end things with her. The thing that really sucks is that it's nothing she's done - she's been totally cool - she even called me while I was slepeping the other day and asked which book I wanted to read and she bought the book for me. I was really touched by that gesture b/c I know she really cares about me and wants to make me happy but at the same time she's not much of a conversationalist and frankly, she bores me. I dunno, this is just a rant, if anybody reads this and has any insight please share.
Oh, and Lamb of God is playing at Playmakers in Fargo (190 miles away) on Apr. 24th and I absolutely have to go but I have treatment on Mondays so I need to pull some strings to make it happen, If anybody reads this please cross your fingers for me 'cause I haven't seen a badass metal show in like a year.
I figured since this thing's here I might as well use it. I've always wanted a journal anyway so here's some stuff about my life. I'm currently on unsupervised probabtion for a little incident last summer and I"m supposed to start my substance abuse treatment tomorrow. I figured I'd start it out in style so I drank half a bottle of Crown, popped an adavan and now I'm busting into the Black Velvet, and the more and more I drink tonight the more I see I need some change in my life. I'm dating this girl that I work with right now and it's not going real well. I knew from the beginning that we had nothing in common and that she didn't really "bring anything to the table" and I told her that, I told her we'd make better friends than lovers but still she begged me to give her a chance. So I did. But now she wants to be with me all the time - I can't even spend some time with an old friend that I haven't seen in weeks without her putting a guilt trip on me. Therefore I think it's time to end things with her. The thing that really sucks is that it's nothing she's done - she's been totally cool - she even called me while I was slepeping the other day and asked which book I wanted to read and she bought the book for me. I was really touched by that gesture b/c I know she really cares about me and wants to make me happy but at the same time she's not much of a conversationalist and frankly, she bores me. I dunno, this is just a rant, if anybody reads this and has any insight please share.
Oh, and Lamb of God is playing at Playmakers in Fargo (190 miles away) on Apr. 24th and I absolutely have to go but I have treatment on Mondays so I need to pull some strings to make it happen, If anybody reads this please cross your fingers for me 'cause I haven't seen a badass metal show in like a year.
how was it? (if you went)