Alright. Taking deep breaths, got a lot of emotions out at about 3:30 am...thankfully I had a warm shoulder to cry on, even though he's been sick.
*breathes in, breathes out* Wax on, wax off.
Well, okay, so, life goes on. I just took not getting the position a lot harder than I thought I would, and all that stress just poured out of me...
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*breathes in, breathes out* Wax on, wax off.
Well, okay, so, life goes on. I just took not getting the position a lot harder than I thought I would, and all that stress just poured out of me...
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I...I feel like I failed so many people...My parents, Kyle...myself.
I wish right now I didn't feel so helpless, that I could do more than cry.
I feel the pull of depression...slowly losing my footing...
I didn't make the cut.
...Mt. St. Helens has blown a fuse...much like my life.
"When love cast me out, it was cruelty that took pity on me."
I wish right now I didn't feel so helpless, that I could do more than cry.
I feel the pull of depression...slowly losing my footing...
I didn't make the cut.
...Mt. St. Helens has blown a fuse...much like my life.
"When love cast me out, it was cruelty that took pity on me."
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legionnaire:
Sorry you didn't make it, but cheer up, it's not the end of the world! 
Seriously, sleep on it tonight and i'm sure you'll feel better in the morning.
Seriously, sleep on it tonight and i'm sure you'll feel better in the morning.
cheech:
You didn't fail for the long term, Chort... it's a one-time fail, and everyone gets them now n then.
Well, I wish I could be in several places at once. I mean seriously. I'm sitting here at work wondering...almost going going CRAZAY not knowing if the decisions for the mentor candidates has been made yet. *sigh*
Bah. I hate being this overanxious.
~T.C.
Bah. I hate being this overanxious.
~T.C.
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argentumblack:
*hands teh cheat a fudgesicle*
dr_zoidberg:
I for one, hope that this works out for you. I want to call you by your real name right now for some reason.
I'm up right now, because I can't sleep. I went to bed at midnight, but it took me like an hour to fall asleep. I woke up at 4:30, and have been up ever since. I took some cough syrup to make me sleep, so we will see how that works out.I'll be doing philosophy until that happens.
Take care beautiful. Tell Kyle I said hi!
James
I'm up right now, because I can't sleep. I went to bed at midnight, but it took me like an hour to fall asleep. I woke up at 4:30, and have been up ever since. I took some cough syrup to make me sleep, so we will see how that works out.I'll be doing philosophy until that happens.
Take care beautiful. Tell Kyle I said hi!
James
This weekend was one of procrastination, and yet, I still got everything I wanted/needed to do done. Bills got paid, homework got finished, now all that's left for me to do is scan in some images for some homework thingamabob and I'm set.
Part of my time procrastinating was spent down at PSU playing pool and bowling in the basement of Smith. Cosmic bowling, nonetheless....
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Part of my time procrastinating was spent down at PSU playing pool and bowling in the basement of Smith. Cosmic bowling, nonetheless....
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dr_zoidberg:
By all means, you can gnaw my face off. 
peggy:
Procrastination is the way I work too.
I am frustrated.
I drove all the way into town today just to find out no decisions had been made yet. GAH.
Boooo.
I drove all the way into town today just to find out no decisions had been made yet. GAH.
Boooo.
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punkinhead:
That town needs to decide how serious it is about having The Cheat over . . .
be well,
ph
be well,
ph
dr_zoidberg:
Dang. It sounds like you are really looking forward to that job. I hope you get it.
Monk effin' rocks. If you haven't seen it, you must. It is one the best detective shows I've seen in a good while...Mostly because it's a combo of comedy and drama. Throw in a pinch of phobias (more like a couple handfuls) and a dash of OCD, and you have yourself a recipe for a good hour's worth of decent television. Which, I must say,...
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cheech:
I've seen a lil bit of the show, but then I rarely watch TV nowadays. I've never been a heavy motorbikehead, but I'm getting into watching American Chopper a lot... and there's always The Daily Show. Beyond that, I'm usually just on here, typing.
fhaknlknaoinoain:
i'll meet you at the stick. oink 
Mmm I love cleaning my house naked...and rubbing my skin against Kyle's....
I have had a great day. I hope you all did, too.
I heart lazy daze.
~Teh C.
I have had a great day. I hope you all did, too.
I heart lazy daze.
~Teh C.
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marginwalker2002:
Doing fairly well. Returned to a complete scene of chaos and the homecoming wasn't what I had hoped, but I have my kids to make me happy and tonight I get to go see Kate, my esteemed gf. So, all's good for the most part.
m_bethany:
that sounds hot for a cheat... what is a cheat anyway?
I like the cheat techno dance, don't you?
I like the cheat techno dance, don't you?
Ok, road head. Got it. If I hadn't've been so sleepy when I was writing I would have remembered...It's something guys at my old high school used to reference all the time....*shrug*
Anyway, I'm taking the day off from work to do some homework so my weekend won't be so taken up by it. That and I'm really tired, even though I slept like a...
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bankerboy:
The band to see at Sasquatch, of course, will be the Pixies.
My homies and I use the term "road helmet." Sounds a little more mysterious and stuff. I am sure he appreciated it!
bb
My homies and I use the term "road helmet." Sounds a little more mysterious and stuff. I am sure he appreciated it!
bb
cheech:
It's funny; I was just looking at the text/ cover of Kushiel's Avatar at work on Friday. We're going through the fiction section, weeding out old stuff... it seems like it'd be a pretty odd book, from the cover blurb, and I certainly don't mean that as "bad." And the cover pic is pretty hot, and I don't go all wacky for every fantasy-book-cover woman, either! 
Lappy!
Lappy!
I can't remember it at the moment, but I thought there was a term for giving a guy a blowjob while he's driving....
Whatever it is...Well, let's just say Kyle was in heaven on our trip home. Or rather, in ecstasy...
*sigh*
The Cheat is happy and grinning from ear to ear with contentment.
~T.C.
BTW: The road trip to visit the folks was good...Got...
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Whatever it is...Well, let's just say Kyle was in heaven on our trip home. Or rather, in ecstasy...
*sigh*
The Cheat is happy and grinning from ear to ear with contentment.
~T.C.
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welntaod:
Wish me wish that my girlfriend liked road trips! 
jonc:
road head... coming back from south carolina one year, i saw a girl giving a guy one in the car. i must have been 14 or something and thought "wow, i want that."
Wow, my birthday was...interesting.
Started off with taking an exam...Suck.
Then, for three hours, I had to stare at an ugly old naked man who probably modeled for free because it was the only way he could get his kicks having young college women staring at him and his wrinkled balls and penis....Bleah.
Then Kyle didn't get home until 7:45 and we were supposed to...
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Started off with taking an exam...Suck.
Then, for three hours, I had to stare at an ugly old naked man who probably modeled for free because it was the only way he could get his kicks having young college women staring at him and his wrinkled balls and penis....Bleah.
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fhaknlknaoinoain:
Don't admit that! You might have fooled the rest!
r_daneel:
holy shit where'd you get a mega man shirt?
i am bejealoused.
i am bejealoused.
Today is Kyle's birthday.
Hard to believe we've known each other for 2 years, 363 days now. And we've survived through a lot. I'm old.
Well, at least I will be tomorrow...
Twenteen, here I come.
~T.C.
Uno mas dia.
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Feb. 22....
Today is the day...
Wish me luck on my exam....
Huzzah!
Hard to believe we've known each other for 2 years, 363 days now. And we've survived through a lot. I'm old.
Well, at least I will be tomorrow...
Twenteen, here I come.
~T.C.
Uno mas dia.
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Feb. 22....
Today is the day...
Wish me luck on my exam....
Huzzah!
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sempi:
The Lotus Belly Dancing show. If you ever get to see one you might be surprised at how enjoyable it is. Hope your exam went well.
awryx:
ur welcome
have a nice day
have a nice day
...I miss my mommy...
I miss being able to spend time with her...go shopping with her whenever...go to lunches with her...watch movies with her....
I mean, sure, we can talk on the phone...
But it's not the same.
~T.C.
2 more days....
I miss being able to spend time with her...go shopping with her whenever...go to lunches with her...watch movies with her....
I mean, sure, we can talk on the phone...
But it's not the same.
~T.C.
2 more days....
dr_zoidberg:
I love my parents. The worst thing in life is separating from them.
cheech:
I'm very long-distance nowdays. Long, long distances. From everybody.
Oddly enough, though, I'll be shacking with the parents soon, to save up cash, plan...some things... some changes. So, in my case, it's just everybody else that I don't see anywhere near acceptable amounts.
Oddly enough, though, I'll be shacking with the parents soon, to save up cash, plan...some things... some changes. So, in my case, it's just everybody else that I don't see anywhere near acceptable amounts.
THAT"S why i'm in love with the NW.