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yesterday was a day worth of being erased. to give it those eight words is already eight words more than it deserves.
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[1] i am losing any hope i had in modern art... i'm staring to sound like a symbolist or, even worse, like a pre-raphaelite puke where did meaning go? when did we start looking at the nutrition facts and stop enjoying the food? existence is not merely quantitative... it is within the qualitative that life dwells. to life is not to operate data; to life is...
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10eisha:
Yah, I suppose I could come up with some plan to help the sleep come easier....But until then I just need to get through this week until graduation.

A friend told me that I should go get certain lymph nodes drained by a massage therapist because they get really full when you have crazy sleeping patterns...Supposedly afterwards you get headaches and need to drink a lot of water. Sounds fun
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[1] it's rainy today... what i would like to do is to have sex under the rain--what i will end up settling for is listening to music as i walk under the rain back from school.

[2] i dreamt of flying last night... it hadn't happened for many months, and i was starting to feel that it wouldn't happened again.
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brisuscheez:
1. Hey, I think both are a favorite pastime in New York!
2. Coming from a dream interpretation theory: Flying means confronting your fears, or trying to escape your current reality.
Best of luck with school and rain and such. smile
trilobitten:
your welcome. i hope it helps you out.
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aloof.

not distant as in 'above the world' or 'elitist' but distant as in 'away into the sea', and 'loosing eye-contact with the land.'
siamkittie:
well look at that...1 day 1 year apart.

Go Aries!!! biggrin
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it's not like you'd go into a house that is being built and complain that you cannot live there because there is no roof. well, fuck, of course you cannot live there... it is not finished.

well, the enlightenment project is not finished either--so quit bitching about it wink
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i'm destroyed... i feel i could sleep for twelve hours.

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you need to know what reality looks like before you try to discover what reality actually is.
had_matter:
unless you're blind
maybe I'm missing the metaphor
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[1] friday night. lower east side. winebar.

[2] ...

[3] waiting for june, but never fast forwarding. it is the means which provide meaning to the end, and not vice versa.


brisuscheez:
Man, I wish I could be here for #1! Have fun - and June will be here soon enough!
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today i revisited spinoza...

"humility is not a virtue, that is to say, it does not arise from reason" (E-IV- P53)
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van gogh. why do every person have to interpret him throughout the prism of mental illness? where did the respect for the artist go? i mean, c'mon, give some credit to the guy...
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once upon a time a saturday night would be a night to go out...
anna:
oh, why thank you. ive always thought of my handwriting as illegible.
this saturday i had plans. by 1:30am i realized that my ride was not coming. i had spent hours getting ready, and hours more sitting on my bed, all dressed up and waiting to go. then i realized how much i need human interaction, and how much i dont have it, and i cried a lot. it was self-pitying and angry and sad.
whats your story?