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Yawn. Had an interview today. Not that it matters too much, seeing as I already have a job secured, but if I get it I will be able to keep busy until the restaurant opens and make some extra cash. Although, quite frankly, until then I am more than content working for my mother at her rental house. Today I spent 2 hours pulling up...
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Ah. The leaves are finally changing colours. Or rather; they just exploded. I mean, with color. The breeze lifted them about today and they scattered across the roads. Beautiful. I wish I'd had my camera.

Argh. Argh. ARGH! I've had it up to here with Frogstar. He won't get up. He won't. Ever. He will fucking sleep until an hour until he goes to work. Then he goes to work. And he comes home and plays videogames. All night. I hardly see him anymore; he's just a fucking blob in the bed. in MY bed. I am so fucking sick...
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I don't feel so hot. I hate myself. I hate everything that comes along with being who I am, everyday. I'm a bitch. I'm a fucking bitch who calls out other bitches while doing the same bitchy things. This weekend was a travesty. I don't know why I had to be apart from my friends. I don't know why I had to rebel and go...
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I've been doing fairly well. I've been learning how to juggle for Halloween (but mostly for myself!) and it's really helping my confidence. I'm a super clumsy person and I've been feeling like a court jester recently...just wow. Been spraypainting and putting up shelves....somehow this is also very exciting. Still looking for a job...bleh. I have a few waitressing jobs I am trying to get......
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I think that everything is going to be alright. It will even itself out in the end. There are good people out there, but they don't always like each other or agree with each other. And there's not a lot of them. It's easy to oversee them when your so-called friends are painting over your art on the walls, but that is the way of...
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Oh gosh what a weekend. Went to a trip party, that was better for some of us than others. I wish I could have been there more for some of us. I never know what to say. I never know how to enter somebody's world and make it better. I wish I could. I wish they would let me. I wish I would let them.

Last night was SHIT. No, I mean it. Most possibly the worst night of my life.

It started off well enough; my friend 'laina came over to watch me play some Katamari Damacy (which I bought yesterday!) because she hasn't seen it before. We used to drink a lot of vodka back in the day, but she quit because of a bad night that I...
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Ah. My stomach hurts. Like sharp pains when I bend over, or crouch, on either side of my abdomen. It feels like poo or something, but I think too high. Not to mention I don't think there is any poo left in me. I should really find a better conversation topic....I resort to poo way too often.

Random person: Hi, my name is a person's...
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Does anybody else have that good friend with a filthy house? I do. I love seeing him and his girlfriend, but every time I go over there I am just repulsed. I need to clean the toilet seat before I use it. I keep my shoes on. I only sit on one of the couches. The place smells. OK, they have 2 dogs. Puppies, to...
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Last weekend was a mess. An absolute mess. Saturday morning I'm supposed to do a shoot for this local painter who needs reference photos...a paid job... My hungover boyfriend/chaperon will not wake up...finally, leaving way too late as it is...in way too much of a hurry...I accidentally backed my car into the outward gate of a moving truck. I will swear though, as Dog as...
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