hey everyone! i hope you had a good week. my week was better than things have been i a while. i spent a lot of time out of the house which seems to be a key thing to help. when youre as disabled as me its easy to get complacent and not think about those things. then i get grumpy mixed with cabin fever.
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legman:
blackheartdown:
So happy to hear your getting out having fun. 
well things seem to be getting better but there have been really traumatizing. just really bad flash back dreams of when i was first waking up from acoma and things that happened i the following months. even though i dont know if theyre dreams as much as night terrors. like waking up in the night hyperventilating and screaming. it doesnt help that the friends i...
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blackheartdown:
Watch out knoxvile
yowlinyeti:
apartment hunting was exhausting when I did it. Best of luck! I am happy that you have at least one person you are comfortable talking with. It can really stress a person out by keeping everything inside (i know from experience).
things are slowly getting better! im really relieved. im on the waiting list for a lot of apts in knoxville. since im disabled a fair amount i qualify for cheap housing. i was also worried about my dog being able to come with me but im gonna have a note from my dr saying hes important for my well being :-p
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stcyr:
glad things are getting better,
and I'm confident they'll continue to do so,
especially after your relocation
and I'm confident they'll continue to do so,
especially after your relocation
syntheticfuture:
Hey! Sorry to hear things took a nosedive since we talked last, but I'm glad things are looking up! Hit me up sometime!
someone please come fuck me til morning 
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stolenphoto:
would love to!!!
fattfrank:
Ok!
andrew broke up with me a few days ago. my life just keeps getting better and better. im moving to knoxville soon and im gonna start traveling. im very excited. lol i cant wait to go to fl soon for my friend jesse's wedding. i hope im better about andrew by then so i dont cry all the way through the wedding.
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kelpie_:
I'm so sorry... just focus on your friends during the wedding and dontnlet your mind wander. So much love for you, darling, hope you feel better very soon.
wallstreet1969:
Sorry to hear...
this is a dedication to my SOON TO BE husband drewbus
[YOUTUBE]http://youtu.be/hg9-zW6njmk[/YOUTUBE]
[YOUTUBE]http://youtu.be/hg9-zW6njmk[/YOUTUBE]
blackheartdown:
So are you engaged for reals?
Or are those capitals letters of Telepathic Command?
Or are those capitals letters of Telepathic Command?
stcyr:
you're getting married?
If so, I wish you both as much luck, and happiness, as I've had with the institution.
It ain't half bad.
stcyr:
Tim Tebow loves Jesus . . .
hmmmmnn . . .
hmmmmnn . . .
coastalnomad:
It is goona be a long/hard road getting over such a huge loss......
Glad to hear things are going very well with Drew and he is there for you during this time of healing......
Glad to hear things are going very well with Drew and he is there for you during this time of healing......
this has been a tough week. thanks for all of your kind words. im not sure whats best to do. to go out and do something or to just take some time to just for now hang at home watch movies and cry into some green tea. oh and read some cosmo :-p
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blackheartdown:
Yes, no cosmo, perhaps add an "s" and read something about the cosmos.
Some escapist movie watching sound like a grand idea.
Some escapist movie watching sound like a grand idea.
brightredscream:
Don't read Cosmo, that's bad for you 
my grandmother passed away last night. its so hard to believe shes gone.
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yowlinyeti:
big hugs or as i sometimes accidentally type, bug higs. i think the former are nicer.
onyksi:
Oh, man! 
<3
<3hello all. i appreciate your comments, text messages and kind words. its only a matter of time til she passes and they are bringing her home to spend time with her family and get to pass on in the home shes been in for 52 years. im all cried out and im watching boondock saints cause im super fucked up in the head and it...
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coastalnomad:
Peaceful thoughts and prayers as you and Gran spend the remaining time together....... Cherish the time you have with her.........
wallstreet1969:
sorry to hear about your loss....and lots of love being sent your way.