I MISS NY, Maryland is a very boring place. except everyone knows me here, but no one that i would want to hang out with. So im sad sad sad. At least im gonna get more sleeve work done soon, and i get to go to NY for that. 
im in maryland, i dont know anyone, freinds hit me up 
Well, Goodbye NY. Hello MD 
So im donr with NY, this place has failed me. im outta money, and now im forced to move back home to maryland. This is gonna be weird, i havent been home in like 6 yrs. I mean i go to visit, but i havent lived theyre in 6 yrs. I guess moving back will help me get back on track, and i can always... 
Have a Good Day!
so i dont know, why im having this bad spell in my life, seriously, this is probily the worst spot ive had in my life. i guess its just weird not having any freinds and not having a job, i feel like a man without a country. all i want to do is intracte with others but for some unforseen reason, its just not my... 
so, i thought i met a rad girl, i even drove down to see her for valentines day. it was a fun day. i thought we connected, apparently, i was wrong. i know this sounds funny, but i swear i get used for sex more than anyone i know. so i've decided to swear off girls, and no im not going after boys now. i've...
im stuck in stupid maryland at my parents house cuz of the stupid snow stupid stupid snow 
yah me. hopefully, ill get the job. i cant beleive that i actually miss working. i guess if i had more to do, while i was unemployed i wouldnt miss it so much. well wish me luck. 
Look a big smile, so im happier now. nothings changed, ive just realised that the people who give me shit are just stupid assholes with no life. thanks for all the hugs, kids. I'll give you all hugs back.
so everyone, seem to be giving me shit latley, what hte fuck did i do, to deserve this? im fuckin crying right now, i havent cryed in like 5 yrs. this is so fucking intense i cant take it. why do emotions only come up, when you dont want them to.i wish i had no emotions, i hate feeling like this.