man is it hard to get shit done when its so dang nice out. Nice weather puts my procrastination in overdrive.
Im kinda tired of working every day i have off from the shop. I know that this will get easier, and as i tattoo more and more things will feel better and faster. But its hard cause i feel like the only alone recharge time i have (emphasis on alone here, not with the gf) i need to spend drawing or else i get backed up. And I usually end up behind in my work anyways which is another whole level of stress. Oh well, at least im paying my bills on time and i actually have money in my bank account after. Thats something new.
im really not sure what to do about me and my gf. Seems like we are doing so well and then we disagree on one little thing and it sets us back to zero. It seems like we CAN NOT compromise at all when we are fighting. And if anybody does it seems like i always has to be me. It feel like im the one that always has to give in and let her have her way and i think thats starting to wear on me. I think she feels like she compromises but she does it in a way where i know shes not happy so i end up giving in to avoid a fight. Im just not sure what to do... i havent been in a lot of relationships and i dont know how to deal with this. We have talked about seeing a counsellor but that seems almost silly since we arnt even living together yet? And even if we ended up going to a counsellor thats not gonna immediately fix things, how long would that take? what if it didnt work?
well writing all that just stressed me out. if anybody has advice i more than open to it.
Im kinda tired of working every day i have off from the shop. I know that this will get easier, and as i tattoo more and more things will feel better and faster. But its hard cause i feel like the only alone recharge time i have (emphasis on alone here, not with the gf) i need to spend drawing or else i get backed up. And I usually end up behind in my work anyways which is another whole level of stress. Oh well, at least im paying my bills on time and i actually have money in my bank account after. Thats something new.
im really not sure what to do about me and my gf. Seems like we are doing so well and then we disagree on one little thing and it sets us back to zero. It seems like we CAN NOT compromise at all when we are fighting. And if anybody does it seems like i always has to be me. It feel like im the one that always has to give in and let her have her way and i think thats starting to wear on me. I think she feels like she compromises but she does it in a way where i know shes not happy so i end up giving in to avoid a fight. Im just not sure what to do... i havent been in a lot of relationships and i dont know how to deal with this. We have talked about seeing a counsellor but that seems almost silly since we arnt even living together yet? And even if we ended up going to a counsellor thats not gonna immediately fix things, how long would that take? what if it didnt work?
well writing all that just stressed me out. if anybody has advice i more than open to it.