stevenjohn

You know how a coach will go for two instead of just the extra point and then his players fail and he ends up with nothing?
I hope I'm a good coach with good players and can end up with two instead of nothing.

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erection

The car is officially mine.
Been really enjoying life lately even though I can hardly spend any money at all.
Listening to Conor Oberst tonight (Bright Eyes and also solo album). It's making me wash from happy to sad to happy in an ebb and flow of random selections. It's a real change for me lately seeing as how I've been listening to pretty much...
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I finally finally finally got me a car.
Pictures to be posted as soon as I take some.

constant neck pain. reaches down from below my left ear, climbing behind my shoulder blade, aching.
constant.
did paperwork all night at work on saturday, now it's worse than before.
good things: my girl, my income, music. the weather. living at night.

i'm tired, though. pale as fuck. the wear and tear.
it's becoming more obvious. it's not as easy as some people think. as...
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I kind of miss Utah. Seriously.
I miss that high, lonesome feeling of the West in general. Utah was different from anywhere I've lived before for the most part. I complained and bitched about being there, moved back in with my folks when they left Utah just so I could get out of the state, but now I miss it.
I don't feel as driven...
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Tell All Your Friends is probably one of the greatest, most underrated albums of all time. No shit.

Got my forks license tonight.
Piece-a-cake.
Watch out world; if you see Fidel Castro riding on a fork lift, fucking duck and cover bitches cos I'm coming through.

Oh, and one of the new guys caught Jim playing cards in the office while we were out working our asses off. Man was he fucking pissed.

I'm tired of feeling tired because I have to stay awake all night.
I'm tired of not seeing the sun for more than a few hours at most out of the day.
Night shift will someday claim me.

The shadows are starting to change.
Just a couple more months. I'll make it.

My hair is all gone.

It's ironic sense my dominant blood is English but damn, nothing like drinking Guinness and listening to old Flogging Molly.