spacemonkey13

So I have 15 months left in the fucking ARMY and can't wait to get out of here... But at the same time it scares the shit out of me to just think about what the FUCK am I going to do out there in the great-full-of-freedom world ??... I say to myself "I can do whatever the fuck I want to do" but there's...
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I'm back on track....

I am really devastated by the unwelcome news of my aunt passing away about an hour ago... I'm just trying to get on the next flight home.... this is a really bad night for me...

I dreamed I spoke in another's language,
I dreamed I lived in another's skin,
I dreamed I was my own beloved,
I dreamed I was a tiger's kin.

I dreamed that Eden lived inside me,
And when i breathed a garden came,
I dreamed i knew all of Creation,
I dreamed I knew the Creator's name.

I dreamed -and this dream was the finest-
That...
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i want to disappear....but just for a little bit.... anyone out there have any suggestions??

i am really tired............