once again i haven't updated in ages. not much has happened since then really. i have yet to find new job 
although i have applied for an application pack. just feel so depressed that nothing i really want to do, is available.
on a better note, ive taken up swimming. only a couple of times a week but i need to do some sort of...
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although i have applied for an application pack. just feel so depressed that nothing i really want to do, is available.
on a better note, ive taken up swimming. only a couple of times a week but i need to do some sort of...
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haven't updated for ages. feel bad about that
in a weird mood today. feeling a bit shitty, all the usual stuff.
Met up with a friend i don't see as regularly now, that was fun. stayed in and watched a film. couldn't be bothered to do anything else.
nearly quit my job yesterday, was so frustrated with everything.
kinda feel right now that my life...
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in a weird mood today. feeling a bit shitty, all the usual stuff.
Met up with a friend i don't see as regularly now, that was fun. stayed in and watched a film. couldn't be bothered to do anything else.
nearly quit my job yesterday, was so frustrated with everything.
kinda feel right now that my life...
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october:
lets go get cake!!!
scorpio_:
Hello my love. 
How've ya been? Haven't seen much of you 'round these parts as of late. Wonder if you're still alive, or if you've been swallowed by a very large fish...
How've ya been? Haven't seen much of you 'round these parts as of late. Wonder if you're still alive, or if you've been swallowed by a very large fish...
well feel much better. appear to have gotten rid of the bug thing and feel much happier and back to normal. well as normal as i ever was. 
can't decide if i want to go to reading this year. i want to but then im not sure
hpe your all well.
hugs and kisses to you all
can't decide if i want to go to reading this year. i want to but then im not sure
hpe your all well.
hugs and kisses to you all
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johnfm1:
I hope people give me lots too!
Not that I need a great amount, just some airfare and accomm etc.
Hows things by you?
Not that I need a great amount, just some airfare and accomm etc.
Hows things by you?
enzo525:
OK time to update. Tell me how your doing, and how much you think of me. 
ok. pissed off cos i didn't get cream tickets. i couldn't threw and by the time i did they were all sold out
feeling crappy today. have evil stomach ache and keep feeling hot. apparently theres a bug going around
yuck
hope everyone else is good and not ill.
feeling crappy today. have evil stomach ache and keep feeling hot. apparently theres a bug going around
yuck
hope everyone else is good and not ill.
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enzo525:
Hmm, stomach ache, and feeling hot. Sounds like your prego, or your just sick. 
I've got cream, you'll just have to pay for shipping and handling.
I've got cream, you'll just have to pay for shipping and handling.
october:
ohhh, i thought you meant cream as in the dance thing! sorry you couldn't get tickets
do you want dominic's address so you can send him a valentines day card? i know he'd like it
do you want dominic's address so you can send him a valentines day card? i know he'd like it
ok. its 00:28 Monday morning and i can't sleep. im not that bothered as it gives me chance to catch up on things. bugger all on telly, not in the mood for music and feel having eaten half a fudge cake
evil work in 9 hours time and have to get up early to buy cream tickets on the internet before work.
oh well, ho...
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evil work in 9 hours time and have to get up early to buy cream tickets on the internet before work.
oh well, ho...
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johnfm1:
mmmmmm....fudge cake......
scorpio_:
Thank you! It's an old pic that was stored in my computer. I decided to put it to good use.
Still can't sleep? Sorry sweety.
Yeah, let me know when you're coming back into town. I can't wait to see you this summer! I'm saving up my vacation time, and I'm totally looking forward to a road trip with ya.
Still can't sleep? Sorry sweety.
Yeah, let me know when you're coming back into town. I can't wait to see you this summer! I'm saving up my vacation time, and I'm totally looking forward to a road trip with ya.
Wow january is going really quickly. i can't believe it's nearly the middle already. Soon be christmas again!
Still im feeling good and not depressed in any way so thats a bonus. Woo hoo in fact i feel like ive taken hundreds of happy pills all in one go!
Oh well hope everyone else is well and as happy as me
Still im feeling good and not depressed in any way so thats a bonus. Woo hoo in fact i feel like ive taken hundreds of happy pills all in one go!
Oh well hope everyone else is well and as happy as me
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johnfm1:
Nice weekend then?
johnfm1:
Have I really not responded before now? Oops!
Weekend was good, although didnt get up to much, juts work.
Hopefully more relaxing this weekend!
Weekend was good, although didnt get up to much, juts work.
Hopefully more relaxing this weekend!
hope everyone had a good new year.
yuck! back to work tomorrow
still get through the first few months and hopefully new job! yay!
love to you all
yuck! back to work tomorrow
still get through the first few months and hopefully new job! yay!
love to you all
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johnfm1:
Where do the pictures of eels come from?
johnfm1:
An eel fan eh....? Hmmm.....
well guys it was a strange christmas in many ways.
i had a great time but have come to realise that im just not happy in portsmouth anymore.
so with the new year will come changes. i must find a new job in another part of the country, or maybe seattle and also a house or flat. this is all very scary and am very...
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i had a great time but have come to realise that im just not happy in portsmouth anymore.
so with the new year will come changes. i must find a new job in another part of the country, or maybe seattle
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scorpio_:
Oh, sweets. I'm sorry you had a bum Christmas as well. Really? Seattle?!? I'm so excited! You really should come out here. You can stay with me if you like. You can live with me for free even, until you find a job that is. I have four bedrooms, so there's plenty of space. One of the rooms even has a built-in bunkbed. That would be the coolest thing ever if you moved out here! We could go shopping and check out all of the new 'shit'.
Anyway. Try not to be scared about whatever it is that's bothering you. Fear isn't worth the effort. Embrace what you already have - even if it feels like you don't have anything - and try to make the best of it. It'll get better. I promise.
Anyway. Try not to be scared about whatever it is that's bothering you. Fear isn't worth the effort. Embrace what you already have - even if it feels like you don't have anything - and try to make the best of it. It'll get better. I promise.
enzo525:
Why are you so down? *huggs*
You know you have friends here in Seattle!
Oh, and by the way, I your pic. you look so cute!
How was your New years?
You know you have friends here in Seattle!
Oh, and by the way, I
your pic. you look so cute!
How was your New years?
yay am drunk with october. sigh am watching amen dvd and missing dominic
Im waiting for my picture of him that a certain someone hasn't sent me.
October promises you nice pics, if you send me ones in exchange
oh my god i can't believe ed is 40! he doesn't look it. i love him and stone. and jeff naturally (don't worry october, i won't...
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Im waiting for my picture of him that a certain someone hasn't sent me.
October promises you nice pics, if you send me ones in exchange
oh my god i can't believe ed is 40! he doesn't look it. i love him and stone. and jeff naturally (don't worry october, i won't...
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it_thing_hard_on:
Merry Christmas. Hope you're recovering quite nicely from that hangover.
Merry Christmas. Hope you're recovering quite nicely from that hangover.
scorpio_:
So, I see that your new crush is Dominic. What ever happened to your Henry? Hmmm....bad ju-ju? Or was it the Burberry? 
Bad joke, I know...I know...
And I also see that Finding Nemo is under your list of favorite movies, so, I take it that you've since seen it? Well, fabulous, darling. Absolutely fabulous. Fish are friends, not food, remember?
Anywho, I just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas and shit. Oh, and I was wondering if you and October have put any more thought into your visit back to the US. I was thinking that if you guys are still planning on coming back to the states, we could take a train instead of driving. Although....you don't have quite as much freedom on a train as you do in a rental car. But you can drink 24 hours a day and not stress about it....as long as you can stand the rocking of the car on the train tracks. I threw up on one of those once....not good. Not good at all. I hope you guys come back next year. I miss you both.
Merry Christmas, sweets.
Bad joke, I know...I know...
And I also see that Finding Nemo is under your list of favorite movies, so, I take it that you've since seen it? Well, fabulous, darling. Absolutely fabulous. Fish are friends, not food, remember?
Anywho, I just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas and shit.
Oh, and I was wondering if you and October have put any more thought into your visit back to the US. I was thinking that if you guys are still planning on coming back to the states, we could take a train instead of driving. Although....you don't have quite as much freedom on a train as you do in a rental car. But you can drink 24 hours a day and not stress about it....as long as you can stand the rocking of the car on the train tracks. I threw up on one of those once....not good. Not good at all. I hope you guys come back next year. I miss you both.
Merry Christmas, sweets.
soulpower:
Beautiful creatures of the sea
i have updated for a while so thought i should.
hmmmmmmm not much to say actually. just had my legs waxed and everything else. got my hair cut.
been working mostly. but now that october is home im sure il get to drink more. although il probably be drunk on 2 glasses of wine : ) cheap xmas for me then. haha
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hmmmmmmm not much to say actually. just had my legs waxed and everything else. got my hair cut.
been working mostly. but now that october is home im sure il get to drink more. although il probably be drunk on 2 glasses of wine : ) cheap xmas for me then. haha
maybe il put...
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nonchalance:
Heh, I will see what I can find, or do you just want Dominic baby photos??
october:
i know what you want those photos for! dirty girl!
oh my god, you have an eel as your profile pic. i'm so excited! i need to go on the other computer at home... i think i have a pic i made of the seabass and eel with crowns on. i'll have a look
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oh my god, you have an eel as your profile pic. i'm so excited! i need to go on the other computer at home... i think i have a pic i made of the seabass and eel with crowns on. i'll have a look
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well my fellow fishs what a weekend! first off i arrived on friday at Octobers house ready for a henry filled weekend. however on saturday something terrible happend. i have to confess that this is difficult so please be patient. how to put this. well first off October, Milky and I went to the hatchet, which is pub, and eagerly awaited the arrival of some...
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it_thing_hard_on:
Wow, that's quite...wow!
You haven't read very many of my journals then, have you? I often get complaints on my long-winded rambling.
You haven't read very many of my journals then, have you? I often get complaints on my long-winded rambling.
october:
i'm home!! hope you're not missing dominic too much. fine specimen of a man.... although not as fine as henry in my opinion.
we should go out, get pissed and play the pufferfish game again soon!
we should go out, get pissed and play the pufferfish game again soon!
eeeeek! we're going to be in the same room as him
Chris is gay i'm afraid