Life is good. A bit on the surreal side, but good nonetheless. My job is precarious, I met a new lady, and my photos have been bringing me a little more happiness lately. I hope this lasts. I don't need the highs anymore than I need the lows...just give me steady and the status quo for just a little while...then we can shake things up...
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Can I just say how good I feel right now?
I can't put my finger on it, but wow. I haven't felt this whole in a really long time...and damn if it doesn't make me smile.
For a while I never thought I'd come out of this funk...but for once, I feel alright. Content. Happy. Hopeful.
On Wednesday I close a chapter in my life...
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I can't put my finger on it, but wow. I haven't felt this whole in a really long time...and damn if it doesn't make me smile.
For a while I never thought I'd come out of this funk...but for once, I feel alright. Content. Happy. Hopeful.
On Wednesday I close a chapter in my life...
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philosophocles:
word.
I think I know that feeling. Is it that feeling of being so completely caught off guard by the fact that you feel ok with life? It's like "what? I'm happy??? naw.... that must be some kind of a mistake." mmm. happiness is yummy
i guess if you leave SG i can support your decision. I've thought about it... I can't really afford to renew at the end of next month, but i dunno. I'm not convinced i should leave it all behind. If you're ready and ok with that then way to go man.
go buy some champagne for Wednesday. :-P
I think I know that feeling. Is it that feeling of being so completely caught off guard by the fact that you feel ok with life? It's like "what? I'm happy??? naw.... that must be some kind of a mistake." mmm. happiness is yummy
i guess if you leave SG i can support your decision. I've thought about it... I can't really afford to renew at the end of next month, but i dunno. I'm not convinced i should leave it all behind. If you're ready and ok with that then way to go man.
go buy some champagne for Wednesday. :-P
Ahhhh.
Just got home from a fantastic evening meeting some new people in Salt Lake City. Went went to a bar called Liquid Joe's and saw the greatest 80's cover band EVER. The Spazmatics are a hilariously cool science nerd 80's pop synth new wave dance show. They perform a variety of music by bands including Flock of Seagulls, The Go-Gos, Oingo Boingo, The Cure,...
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Just got home from a fantastic evening meeting some new people in Salt Lake City. Went went to a bar called Liquid Joe's and saw the greatest 80's cover band EVER. The Spazmatics are a hilariously cool science nerd 80's pop synth new wave dance show. They perform a variety of music by bands including Flock of Seagulls, The Go-Gos, Oingo Boingo, The Cure,...
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philosophocles:
ummm. nice outfits.
haha. good cover bands are great.
Is Salt Lake City near where you're living now?
ummm. nice outfits.
haha. good cover bands are great.
Is Salt Lake City near where you're living now?
xhippykid:
You getting excited for the seeason comming up?
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frolleinsuzy:
Thanks for your comment on my pics. I try to take more pics from people but I`m really shy. 
philosophocles:
yoga is fuckin amazing. I wish i had the fortitude to stick it out and keep doing it all the time for the rest of my life... But that hasn't happened yet. But when i was doing it just once a week, i noticed how much it did for mind and body. It's awesome.
Oi...my god.
I just got done doing a two hour drunken walk home from the bar. Tequilla shots...and Tecate. My crew out from SoCal really can drink it up. I'm not much one for booze. Hangovers are lame....tomorrow should be super. I think the walk home cleared the worst of it. Hell, can even form coherant sentences. I just hope the room stops spinning
I...
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I just got done doing a two hour drunken walk home from the bar. Tequilla shots...and Tecate. My crew out from SoCal really can drink it up. I'm not much one for booze. Hangovers are lame....tomorrow should be super. I think the walk home cleared the worst of it. Hell, can even form coherant sentences. I just hope the room stops spinning
I...
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gil:
i think i saw you at the gateway today
leopold:
dude where ya been, glad you like the new job
This might just be the saddest day of my life....
I have made a mess of, lied too, and pretty much ruined the only thing in life that meant anything to me. I have hurt the one person I swore never to hurt. I was unfaithful to the one person I promised I would be with forever. She's such a good soul, and such a...
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I have made a mess of, lied too, and pretty much ruined the only thing in life that meant anything to me. I have hurt the one person I swore never to hurt. I was unfaithful to the one person I promised I would be with forever. She's such a good soul, and such a...
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celta:
uuuhhh, i don't know what to say. i'm so sorry to hear that. 
i hope you feel better soon and you both will find a way to stay friends!
*big hug*
i hope you feel better soon and you both will find a way to stay friends!
*big hug*
kerr41:
I'm so sorry
I'm leaving on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be back again. 
Life is taking me for the proverbial spin.
Things are going to be rather interesting in the next few weeks. I'll be curious to see what manifests next.
So, as some of you may know by now, my wife and I are going through a seperation. So we're kind of going public...
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Life is taking me for the proverbial spin.
Things are going to be rather interesting in the next few weeks. I'll be curious to see what manifests next.
So, as some of you may know by now, my wife and I are going through a seperation. So we're kind of going public...
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thedvsmonkey:
Dude,my ex-wife and I divorced after 8 years because we just couldn't be married. And after being complacent about our relationship it was too far gone to fix. Once we got rid of the marriage bullshit we went back to being great friends. We even lived together for a year after our divorce! She is one of my dearest, closest friends and I think the world of her.
Hold onto that friendship. It will make a huge difference as you travel through life. Even the judge at our divorce said we were unlike any divorcing couple she had ever come across and wished that every proceeding was like ours.
Good luck and keep shooting!
She is one of my dearest, closest friends and I think the world of her.
Hold onto that friendship. It will make a huge difference as you travel through life. Even the judge at our divorce said we were unlike any divorcing couple she had ever come across and wished that every proceeding was like ours.
Good luck and keep shooting!
celta:
oohh, i'm sorry to hear about your separation. i hope you're allright.
love the second picture.
i hope you're allright.
love the second picture.
ugly hatered and vile life
the way of man
we are precious, wet paper with tragic headlines
can't remember the sun shining and eating cookies from the oven
you choke the air, grasping at nothing, reaching for redemption, forgivness, finding fate laughing at your failures
this space is wrong, this time it ends and we reach the beginning
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And on another note...cows are fuckin'...
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the way of man
we are precious, wet paper with tragic headlines
can't remember the sun shining and eating cookies from the oven
you choke the air, grasping at nothing, reaching for redemption, forgivness, finding fate laughing at your failures
this space is wrong, this time it ends and we reach the beginning
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And on another note...cows are fuckin'...
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izzobell:
wow it is beautiful there!! i really like the cloud pic. I wish i could take photos even a quarter as cool as yours
I hope we can booth find our sunshine and fresh cookies out of this Kisses
I hope we can booth find our sunshine and fresh cookies out of this Kisses
Hard to believe it's nearly June...where the hell does the time go?
Life in Ryan-land is kind of funky right now. Not kick-ass, Debbie Harry/Blondie Funkytown funky...more like Twin Peaks funky. Maybe a little War of the Roses funky.
I'm out in Utah right now. It's absolutely beautful up in the mountains, but my lips are SO dry and cracked. I know how Icarus felt...I...
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Life in Ryan-land is kind of funky right now. Not kick-ass, Debbie Harry/Blondie Funkytown funky...more like Twin Peaks funky. Maybe a little War of the Roses funky.
I'm out in Utah right now. It's absolutely beautful up in the mountains, but my lips are SO dry and cracked. I know how Icarus felt...I...
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kerr41:
I would love to be in the mountains right now. 
leopold:
hey man,
have fun and get some good pics, sounds like things are pretty good with you...change is good
have fun and get some good pics, sounds like things are pretty good with you...change is good
izzobell:
wow i love that pic!!
but yea. if you can find a happy medium and be stable at that, power to you man. How you can be anything but up when you've got a new lady and really fuckin nice photographs is beyond me. You took that picture??