Hello SG World,
It's been quite some time since I last wrote something, i know. I have been very depressed lately...OK...better yet, for a while now. I just can't seem to get my personal life up and going again and it's driving me mad. Work is fine, school is going pretty good (taking college classes), and everything else is honestly as it should be. I just can't seem to get out of this dry spell. I've actually become sort of a homebody now and that's depressing in itself. The good news is that I haven't let myself go...lol. I may not be the shiniest tool in the shed but I do like to stay polished. OK, getting to the point. I'm a gentleman raised under the southern rules of respect. I always treat a lady like a lady. I'm never disrespectful in any way and honestly, always land in the friend zone. I'm not looking desperately for someone to take an interest or anything...honestly, I enjoy having friends of the opposite sex, it's just that I've been single now for a 7 months and Im really starting to wonder if Im even attractive at all. And the worst part is, the ones that do show some type of interest beyond the boundaries of friendship are already in a steady relationship. I'm not one to go wrecking anyone's happy home and if your honestly not happy then leave. I know the usual advice that one would give in this situation...get out, do somethings that you like to do, and when the right time comes Ill find someone for me. Yeah, I got all that. I've followed this advice for six of the seven months. The truth is, I'm just not happy alone. I like to share things of interest with someone else. I'm not the shy type. When someone does catch my eye I approach with my best foot forward. To make a long story short...I've made many friends...lol. I'm gonna get out this weekend and do something for me so that I can get back into the swing of things. I'm thinking maybe a nice stroll through the city (if the weather allows it), followed by lunch at the park or a Cafe with outside seating and an evening of relaxation, Hennessy, and a good movie...(not really feeling the club scene right now). If the inspiration arises, maybe even write a song, who knows? Needless to say, the only person thats gonna get me out of this slump is me...I guess I just needed to vent. Anyways, thanks for listening.
Laters SG World,
Skryllville
It's been quite some time since I last wrote something, i know. I have been very depressed lately...OK...better yet, for a while now. I just can't seem to get my personal life up and going again and it's driving me mad. Work is fine, school is going pretty good (taking college classes), and everything else is honestly as it should be. I just can't seem to get out of this dry spell. I've actually become sort of a homebody now and that's depressing in itself. The good news is that I haven't let myself go...lol. I may not be the shiniest tool in the shed but I do like to stay polished. OK, getting to the point. I'm a gentleman raised under the southern rules of respect. I always treat a lady like a lady. I'm never disrespectful in any way and honestly, always land in the friend zone. I'm not looking desperately for someone to take an interest or anything...honestly, I enjoy having friends of the opposite sex, it's just that I've been single now for a 7 months and Im really starting to wonder if Im even attractive at all. And the worst part is, the ones that do show some type of interest beyond the boundaries of friendship are already in a steady relationship. I'm not one to go wrecking anyone's happy home and if your honestly not happy then leave. I know the usual advice that one would give in this situation...get out, do somethings that you like to do, and when the right time comes Ill find someone for me. Yeah, I got all that. I've followed this advice for six of the seven months. The truth is, I'm just not happy alone. I like to share things of interest with someone else. I'm not the shy type. When someone does catch my eye I approach with my best foot forward. To make a long story short...I've made many friends...lol. I'm gonna get out this weekend and do something for me so that I can get back into the swing of things. I'm thinking maybe a nice stroll through the city (if the weather allows it), followed by lunch at the park or a Cafe with outside seating and an evening of relaxation, Hennessy, and a good movie...(not really feeling the club scene right now). If the inspiration arises, maybe even write a song, who knows? Needless to say, the only person thats gonna get me out of this slump is me...I guess I just needed to vent. Anyways, thanks for listening.
Laters SG World,
Skryllville