Disappointment. That's been the lesson life has been teaching me recently. How to handle disappointment.
How to deal with my attachment to my own expectations, and the occations when those expectations are not met.
First- the issue with my debut match not being filmed, and how that frustrated me greatly.
Now- my date for friday night has been cancelled (postponed?). I... Read More
Who just got the phone number of the ridiculously gorgeous personal trainer with the tattoos and blood red hair? That's right- this guy. Tentative plan to go out to see the new Rob Zombie flick on friday. We both love metal and horror movies. I'm stoked!
I also finally got my car back.
Today is gonna be a good day, I can feel it.
I could not possibly be more upset right now. After weeks of training, putting myself through hell to be ready... just really sacrificing and doing everything I could, spending all my spare change to get this whole thing together- I go out and finally have my debut match as a pro-wrestler, and they forgot to push record on the video camera.
Usually I'm lead commentator,... Read More
RIP Chi Cheng. What a shame after so much pain for so long, and such recent hope...
Deftones has always been one of my go-to bands. White Pony is one of the most important albums in my life. Looks like it's a good time for that Deftones tattoo I've been thinking about...
Looking good. Hell I need a tan myself. It wouldn't be so hard here to get one. Which gets me thinking... Didn't u live in phoenix for a bit? Shoulda got a tan without trying!!
Well, I hit a wall while I was in class yesterday. A vendingmachine ate $2 while I was trying to get a soda and it just shattered me. It wasn't the $2, it was just that last little thing that went wrong. Earlier in the day the ex started blowing me up on fb about my saying the previous... Read More
Sorry about the ex, I know how messy breakups can be even when it's ended on good terms so I can only imagine how much this is bothering you bud
I'm not sure why I'm down. I think that's what makes it worse. If I could pin it down to one thing I could at least try to deal with it but now I'm just uggghhhhh
but at least everyone told you how awesome it was and there's photographic evidence.