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I've been cigarette free for 3 weeks and a day.

My ex girlfriend is obsessed with me and wont stop calling me. She leaves notes on my car. I'm seriously contemplating a change of phone number or sicking my mom on her.

I'm afraid that what I want is intangible and I don't know how to make it real and present in my life.

I...
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skarlet:
*laughs at self* oh lord i think i went a little mental last night when i was updating my journal. i have taken many deep breaths since then and am currently baking christmas cookies with my momma.

oh and i really don't hate christmas music, i just have to hear it everyday at work and it's starting to make me cry inside...
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Consider me ashamed.

I promised my sister I would be there and I couldn't make it.

*commences flogging oneself*
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enzo525:
It must have been really important if you feel you feel the need to be flogged!
sydni:
I'm still cranky about it. frown

I mean, you know I miss you, bitch! wink
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yeah so break-ups are LAME. SUCK. ASS.

i feel SO much better.

somehow that makes me both incredibly happy and incredibly sad.
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trevallion:
Awww. frown
trevallion:
Sydni will call you tomorrow.

PS: this is Sydni on Trev's account.

I love you. wink
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I don't know what i'm doing with my life.

I love school, but I want to never go there again.

I love this city, but I want to leave and not look back.

I miss my brother and my best friend 'cause they both live in California.

I'm in love with a woman who thinks she's crazy.

eeek
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ricerx:
Maybe.. maybeshe doesn't just think she's crazy, maybe she is. Hmmm....
sydni:
call me.

I think I feel the same way about some stuff.
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Ack.

Ever been completely enthralled with and confused by someone at the same time?

Yeah.

Sucky and Beautiful all at once.

Kind of makes me nauseated.
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supremepizzaman:
I suppose so. I think it would be more interesting if they were cheerleaders...

Who like to have sex with eachother.
supremepizzaman:
If lesbians took over the world, I'd be garaunteed never to be laid.

At least now there's always the tiniest of possibilites of it happening. Rather have that than nothing!
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Oh God, SO busy.

School all week and then Work on the weekends eeek

Here's a brief run-down of my week (all 7 fucking days of it) and if you don't care about details, you can stop reading right here:

~Math 085 (algebra 2) every day from 9am till 9:50 am
~Geology 101 every day except thursdays at 10 am till 11:15 am and Fridays until...
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merritt:
So if that's true, the I could surmise that oceanic crust is... um... under... the ocean? And continental crust would comprise... the... I don't know, maybe the... land masses called... continents? tongue
sydni:
any news? miss you!
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I left my heart in San Francisco in the care of the best brother in the world, his girlfriend, their roomate and a man married to my suedo best friend.

*sniffles*

In other news, I finally decided on my first tattoo. Hurrah.

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soulpower:
Cool.

Yeah I think the installing of some kind of camera is the only way, it's just such a shame that she will have to go through it all over again though for them to be caught. frown

How's you? You are like me and never seem to update biggrin kiss
enzo525:
Wow, you haven't updated in a while too! biggrin
I'll give you an emil in a little bit, I don't have internet access right now, but you can find my number on the site and feel free to give me a call any time.
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Whoohoo, i'm back and you can't get rid of me for a whole year tongue

Okay, now for the news: I'm heading to San Francisco in a week and i'm SUPREMELY excited biggrin

The End.
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soulpower:
Yay your back! Have fun in San Francisco kiss
sydni:
yay!

are you going to see our butter boy? yes!
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mmm pizza.

so i just finished working 6 days in a row and it kicked my ass. i have one day off and then it's back to work for another four days. *sigh* on the other hand, it's fucking beautiful out and i got a letter from my brother today (he's in san fran) and my new roomate Samantha is a rad ass bitch. ya'll...
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merritt:
I wish I had a fucking hot, rad ass bitch of a roommate.
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uhhh...OH I know, all my pants fit now...

happy now Sydni? tongue
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merritt:
Nice meeting you today!
sydni:
WOOT!