selphie

I worked out all my anger at the gym !!!! It's great, I earne 3 weight watcher points! I joined weight watchers, I know I'm not fat, but I've been podgy (size 14/16) for 6 years now and I'm sick of it, I look good I know i don't look like a fatty! But I wanna lose that excess coz it's unhealthy.

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Life is pooooo. Me and Ant were getting real close, and he even admits we were getting close to getting back together but he doesn't want to because he doesn't want to be close to anyone. HE SUX. Blaaaahhhh

I have been so fucking busy, i checked my email inbox and, well, ooo dear!I've been storyboarding for my zombie movie (it's the equivelent of a dissertation for my dagree) and it took me aaages! 21 pages, 6 drawings a page! I think it took me ages more because I got bored so easily, but I had to do it, so i did!
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Well, Xmas RULED! I got the LOTR 12-disc box set, woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
I did have the flu, but that didn't matter from all the cool pressies I got . However, on the way back from my Grandma's the car broke down in London that sucked, was stuck with my family for an extra 5 hours. But didn't argue with my brother, I ignored him .
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I have been searching for a cool style of tattoo where there is clouds of stardust and stars cut out of it, but can't find any pics! I've looked in google for stardust AND cosmic, but only come up with shitty moon tattoos. I need to find a decent picture! Does anyone have one?!! I really want my shoulder covered with that and chinese waves...
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I have another friend applying to be a SG! She rox! She has the most amazing photographic face, grrrr baby!! Cross fingers she gets accepted! Although she IS fine, no luck needed there! Will post a pic soon.

ArsMortis has done ANOTHER set, she's going to send it off after xmas, her first one hasn't even gone up yet! This new one is cool, I...
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I bought a new vibrator today!!! I NEED NO MAN!!! Although my housemates know of it, and when i keep dissapearing into my room for half an hour with the volume turned up on my TV they all have sly looks on their faces when I emerge

I love living with my boys!

I got out of the shithole, I'm at home in Cambridge! It's great not to be surrounded by Ant anymore, feels comfy . Slightly freaked, realsied I have every right to be angry at Ant for breaking my heart, don't I? Is it egotistical to be angry? I am very hurt. But he just wants to carry on being close and uber friendly. Also he...
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Woo! i was so ill after edge on tues, was bed ridden for 2/3 days! went out Fri after a a nap tho .

Checkout ArsMortis! I took her photos! Wooo! And she's me housemate.

I think my problem is there are no decent men in Luton, they all suck. I need 2 get out of this shithole!

I'm just posting to say no, I'm not dead, just ill! I got wasted Tuesday and apparently it took me 45mins to walk home when I swear it was, like, 10! Still, my stomoch cains and Ant's ignoring me. I think I pissed him off or said something bad when I was pissed. He moaned about how making me happy was like a full time...
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Chop chop dig dig, chop chop dig dig.
Theres this really cool guy called Matin who I pulled and I'm getting to know, and I think he wants me to be his girlfreind (in that 1950's sense of the word!) but I'm not feeling exited or anything. No Flutterbies is my tummy or anything, just a tense knot in my stomoch. Doesn't help that I...
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