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Somebody please shoot me.

Repeatedly.



Ps - by the way I jumped on the bandwagon.... Myspace

(That's not why I want someone to shoot me though)
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jojo_suicide:
blush
dixy:
i'm moving to glasgow on monday!! read my journal! i read your back posts... sounds messed up sweetie i'm sorry! love love love!!! xxx
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I just wrote a huge entry and my stupid computer deleted it.
Fucks sake.

Update on the situation - we had a good talk the other day and sorted out a lot of things. We're getting on well as friends which is all I can do at the minute. He told me the main reason of why he is doing this - he says he's...
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He left me.

I can't believe this is happening. Three fucking years we've been together and I've loved every second of it and he's just throwing it all away, just like that. He won't even give it a chance. He said he needs to sort his head out and he can't do it with me. He's moving to uni in a few months and I'm...
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foralways:
frown kiss

IDIOT
jojo_suicide:
That's terrible! frown I don't know what to say to make you feel better...but here's a big "hug" for you! I will say, it's his loss. wink
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I don't like stoners. Well, at least not the bunch that I was stuck with last night. A mate from work asked if I wanted to meet him in town with a few of his mates (a couple I knew) and go back to his to watch Eurovision and play computer games. I said yeah sure why not, figured I'd have a laugh... went to...
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madame:
Sounds like a crummy night. Socializing with bums always seems like fun until you realize that, no, books are better.

Also, bathrooms are a real bugger.
belladore:
Gah yeah, stoners as so boring! When I first met Paul he was a proper stoner and I basically told him that if he wanted to see me, he had to not smoke weed as he was incredibly boring. Good news is he gave up! ...still smokes fags though but I'm working on that.
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Sitting in my room at.... ten past three in the afternoon...back in my pyjamas, reading Harry Potter and listening to me first and the gimme gimmes.... i saw them at rock city on monday and they were fucking awesome biggrin

A very sad thing happened last night... well, the story is, a few months back i got the two base piercings in my right ear to...
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pixiygurl:
Rats!!!! eeek
ok get that sticky glue tray for rats , put peanut butter,(apparently it attracts the hell out of them) and when they stick , you can chop off their heads skull
I know its a horrible thing , i have only seen my stepfather do it, but its either having them infect the food and make u ill or get rid of them?

[Edited on May 18, 2006 1:59PM]

[Edited on May 18, 2006 2:01PM]
gwenyfver:
Get cats for the barn?

Whats a scaffold piercing? I've never heard of it.

God I love labret piercings...*drool*...
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It's official.. I'm a crazy obsessive bitch.

Get ready for a long rant here.... *deep breath*

OK, well, as you know I've not been feeling too great lately, both physically and emotionally. What with my low blood pressure playing up again and having blackouts all the time, and the problems that came up with the boy and me... I've not been feeling too great. Oh.....
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dixy:
I think your great and believe me we all do that!! i am possesive... obsessive... paranoid... all those things, but think about it this way if you were all that bad he wouldn;t be with you would he... and i'm sure he doesn;t deserve you!! your a doll!! you gotta look in the mirror again and even tho you might not like what you see... you have to stare her down until you accept her... it's really tough but hey your great! you'll manage it xxx
jj_r0x0rz:
you just need to sort your head out a bit i think, i was like that at one point and it was really bad ....i for one at the time of me being like that actually went to the movies to spy on mine...
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It's still good biggrin

After having a pretty shit day on friday at work, yesterday i had a really good chat with my boss and he was nice (for once lol) and wanted to make sure i was ok, and to reassure me i was doing a great job. I was a lot happier after that. Still want to figure out what I actually want to...
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jj_r0x0rz:
i know how that goes i'm so horny right now
gwenyfver:
*psst* I put up pics of my new tattoo wink
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Life is fucking great.

I'm so happy and I'm loving it.

To quote Winnie The Pooh - I'm "Stuck. But in a good way" biggrin
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jojo_suicide:
Thanks...but, I nearly passed out! The girl who used to be piercer used to give me this breathing technique thing to do, which helped keep me from "panicing"...but this new guy didn't even give me a warning! puke Oh, well, he got it done, though! I think if he hadn't've said "might tear the lobes"...I would have been much better... surreal
dixy:
wanna share the joy?? what's been going so well??
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First of all I want to say thank you to everyone who posted to my last entry, it's nice to know there's people around who care.
Basically what's been happening over the last month (as you may or may not know) is that we'd just been arguing over stupid little things and I've always had such a hard time talking about my feelings to anyone...
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ragdoll:
Heh cute. Big cities are fabulous, I wouldn't want to live out of a city really. London just makes me want to kill something in cold blood.. I mean really. It's huge and all but I don't see how it dare call itself a city. .. Worth a look though, it does have some good points!
I'm happy for you hunni.. just make sure you both stay on the same wavelength and know where you stand. Take it slowly, sometimes taking a step back in a relationship can be the best thing for it., x x
nicotine:
Hey sugar face.

The Cat is an eygptian mau. Gotta get me one of those, and try an not the rape the poor thing. The fit-ass-whiskery fuck!

Ive been at city last 2weeks. And 2morrow. H-h-h-h-huzzah! No pressure or nothing... but... TALK TO MEEEE, well im a tad bashful. But still come say hi, if it was actually someone else, well... im sure there loverly to :p

Sounds like theres alot going off in your private life, hope everything works out for the best anyway m'dear. Im offski! kiss
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As of this afternoon I'm officially single again.

I fucking hate myself.
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peter_minger:
frown frown frown
jj_r0x0rz:
don't hate yourself.

*hugs*
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*camp wave* Hello again!!

Sooooo........what have I been up to I hear you cry! Well. Went to see Silent Hill last night and it was pretty damn good, I got a bit freaked out at certain parts, like that thing that crawled out the toilet... with the tongue and the noises.... eugh *shudder* but the rest of it was cool, especially Pyramid Head or whatever...
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jojo_suicide:


I don't think blood denial is for me..."shudder". I just about pass out just from a normal stretching or piercing because, believe it or not, I am horrified of needles! surreal Plus, when I had my initial piercing, which was a 14...my piercer stretched it to an 8 the first time...and that hurt! blackeyed
If it doesn't have to be tea tree oil, I have this other oil that she (my piercer) gave me for healing, which has tea tree oil and other stuff in it. I think I'll give that a go. I just woke up...so I have to get myself together enough to actually do it. You know...caffeine! wink
x_richard_x:
ur welcome hun smile
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Ok - back to update properly..

To explain the "needing a girlfriend.. like...whoa." thing....I haven't had sex in about..............2 months and I really need some girl lovin'. It's not that the boy doesn't want it, I just never seem to be in the mood anymore. My libido has gone completely down the pan and it fucking sucks.

Currently I look like this blackeyed which is the...
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pinkpunk13:
I need girl loving too
its spring time best time for it lol
I love edward scissorhands!!!!
pinkpunk13:
I am jealous of your location
I love the uk and will be there next yr againsmile