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So fucking drained. I need a drink. A reaaaalllllyyyy big one.

Feeling like I will never accomplish my dreams. Just bummed out. People at work were mean all day.

Sorry I've been away a while. Was moving all of my stuff into my bfs house (my house too now I guess!) anyways, it looks like an episode of horders up in here! We don't have everything put away yet and it is all piled around boo. I want to go to Spain!!! Ok so that is all for now!

Briefly- I have strep throat. Feeling miserable. Have slept 90% of my weekend away. I have the best bf ever and the sweetest little girl a mom could ever hope for. Now between more dizziness and hallucinations I think I shall sleep some more. This medicine fucks my world.

So I got pretty tipsy and I did ONE fireman spin around the pole! Like for real! with feet off the ground! I was wearing yoga pants so it slipped easily on the knees which made it really easy to spin around. I wasn't able to do it a second time but I WAS SO EXCITED. Also my male friend Armando got on the pole...
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So I had a dream last night that I was finally able to climb the pole. Nope. I ALMOST climbed up, just the one time ya know where you push off from the ground with your foot like a total cheater....lol anyways! ALMOST! I have a huge purple bruise on my calf and i rubbed all the skin off the top of my left foot...
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Tried to have a poker night. No one came. I'm just gonna give up.

Youtube posties

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NbN6GqCP7sE

So I've been really sick boo! But also, FuriousTurtle is going to be shooting for me on or around the 21st! Hyper extreme nervous. I am freaking out but I'm excited too. Eeek! Also, my dog is a mutant. One of her legs is an inch and a half shorter than the other one. That is why she limps.

So my BMI says I'm dangerously obese, but my body fat percentage is in the "acceptable" range for a female of my age. HOW DOES THAT WORK?!?!!? And I need more seaweed. My daughter is sneaky and ate it all while i was in the other room. Sneaky sneaky girl. Sneaky girl with good taste.

Did my grocery shopping yesterday, I LOVE WHOLE FOODS! And I did a little more on my pole, but I am still terrified of taking my other foot off the ground!! eeek!