Sunday Aug 12, 2007

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THE DATING GAME
How awkward and odd it can be at times
i hate it
I dont know why I bother really
who am I fooling, im just not into anyone like that
and I feel I am leading them on...
I know my heart isnt in it, then I feel like asshole because I never like them as much they seem to me, nor...
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billy_roxx:
I HATE "DATING". puke
punkagent:
I know exactly your feelings on dating. I truly have given up. Like I've said before I am just waiting for that moment that totally takes me by surprise. The movie Serendipity comes to mind. I wholly believe that the unexpected will always be the most blissful.

Monday Aug 06, 2007

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Day work
and the corporate hirake
how does one do it...
I do almost admire the ones that do..
as well as slightly resent such adaption to normality, at times I wish I could do the same. more for simplicity throughout existance amongst anything else - well at least it could appear to be..
but in a bare moment that thought suddenly passes..



i only...
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sanity667:
9 till 5... that would be nice... at the moment work keeps me busy for the most part of the week. Every other moment I get to sleep and eat... even then I mostly do those two things at work!!! Sometimes work sends me to a heavy metal club, but that is rare... WHEN DOES MY LIFE INCLUDE ME IN IT??! Fuck the mainstream indeed...

Keep rocking!!!
billy_roxx:
YEAH... I TRIED TO JOIN THE RANKS MYSELF. FOR A WHILE. I "GOT A HAIRCUT AND GOT A REAL JOB'... A DESK JOB... OMG. WELL... I REALLY APPRECIATE NOT BEING A PART OF THAT WORLD ANYMORE... ITS SCARIER OUT HERE, BUT I'M HAPPIER... AND FREE TO BE ME. surreal

Sunday Aug 05, 2007

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Fuck em all....

I wish that in my sleep, when I eventually wake, I would wake up somewhere totally different.

When will my pegasus arrive to take me away to my castle...

Another weekend passed - which means little to me but long hours of work, sleep deprivation, overwhelming tolerance on my behalf, and practically babysitting duties... the club takes its toll over time, night...
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metavirus:
Hi! Thanks for the add!
scarlet_goddess:
hahaha
there are good points as well
that was one of those days when they did not seem as prominant at the time..
but nevertheless
its just like most clubs really
its just the things they dont usually speaks of
its not uncommon at all
I am in a pretty dim and conservative part of australia where such crime is not as overlly high or common as it is in other places at all, just like any other country, but it does happen, and it is sad frown
and that was a day where it just got to me
being a precious little cancer sensative to all around me, and feeling everything with intensity...

thus is life...