scarfman

back from the brink... still on the edge though.
long, busy, crazy ass summer. went to italy came back. took way to many shots. wish i had sketched more.
trying to get more photo gigs, tired of the day job, spend 12hrs a day doing it with the commute, hate shooting for tv more and more.
photo exhibit on sept. 14th. costing way too money...
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sorry, been a long while... hope everyone is well. been a bit crazy busy. doing alot more shooting though. gonna be in toronto next weekend, hoping to get a shoot done while i am there. back in town for some lighting design then off again to italy. should be fun. hopefully i will get some good shots.

turning 30 on the 19th... oh shit.

happy v-day. love to everyone because everyone deserves love.

tired, just struck the dance show... crashed. cold, wet, sleet... makes me miss boston. gonna cuddle with the girl and watch animation... maybe down a box of fried chicken... still backlogged with photo deadlines... gotta find a way to make this a living...

i am feeling a bit silly, this turning into a once a month thing. never any time, never any time. miss it though. designing for another show next week and got a decent amount of photo stuff... still trying to hold onto the day-job though. needing health insurance sucks.

sorry i've been amiss everyone. been trying to juggle the day job, lighting design, photography and some side video work. don't sleep much anymore. the dance show i am working on is almost done though so i might have some time to play again. hope you all are well.

Happy New Years to everyone... have a safe and wonderous 2007...

great christmas, everyone was out of town so it was just me and my girl... love the fam but it was nice not to have to be in one state in the morning and another in the evening. Wishing everyone well, have a beautiful, shiny new year.

and if not, melancholy always feels good around the holidays doesn't it.

burnt... hey what happened to the happiness of life being doing what you love. when did this whole money thing get into the equation. i thought the point was to be a starving artist. why do i catch myself wanting to eat... what the fuck?


fuck!

funny how exhausted you can get from living. just went to the dentist and got drilled. everything is numb and i can't eat anything. kinda sucks.

been busy with a couple lighting design gigs and a some photo shoots as well. still wish i was getting more work on that end. all in good time i guess.

been playing some mahjong online again. getting a...
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sorry, i've been out of it. lots of work. not enough time. finally ran out of space in all my drives and had to get another. its got a terabyte. call me a geek but its kinda hot. its amazing how much data you have to sift through doing photography. nuff for now more later.