Goddess?? Really.. That's a lil creepy.. Like Charley Sheen creepy. You are beautiful and I can understand why men would call you that. Now that think of it, I do have a habit of calling women I like baby-girl, which I should stop doing that. I can respect that you don't want to be called beautiful if it brings up bad memories or makes you uncomfortable. I just hope its not a self esteem thing, because you seem to be very comfortable with your body and you deserve the compliment. So with that being said, be safe and have fun.