hey everybody in nobody reads this land. its been a hell of a long time since i have posted a new blog but fuck me cause i have been lazy. some shit has gone down since i have wrote last. i have been emailing on a daily basis with one of my ex-girlfriends/first love for quite a while now. she was living alone for a while but has since moved back i with her "husband". i dont like to talk shit about people but this guy is a total ass. no creative phrases here hes just a lame ass. so she had been living with this person for just more than a year. now she seems to have turned a corner and it seems like she wants to be with me. and that makes me so happy. i have waited for so many years and dealt with so much pain and unhappiness i just want her to be here so i can hold and kiss her every day. but she still lives 3 hours away and i cant come up on the weekends whenever i would like to. but i have waited for this long i guess i can wait a little longer. i just hope it works out that she could come back home to san diego and we could be together. i guess it remains to be seen...
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