rowanmayfair

busy girl! huggzz .... congrats!!

they are Ex's for a reason eh? lol blah

I agree with Larianna don't deny yourself .. just dun go crazy (and I know how hard that is.. been there..)

yes.. i lost my daughter.. my first child when I was 7 months pregnant. I had so many problems n there just wasn't anything they could do.. but I did get to hold her n say goodbye. I got to keep the clothes they dressed her in.. Some people couldn't handle that but it helps me.. not as strong as I wish I could be.. I get down right emotional at times..but most women have those moments eh?

smooch.. ~ shay

Rowan, 16 years ago my BF died unexpectedly at the age of 19. from natural causes?
I still relieve the day he died and every year on that day I visit his grave. I loved him like crazy and to this day miss him. I belive that he has had some hand in the way my life turned out. Through his death I meet and married my husband and my second daughter was born on his birthday. I feel him with me time to time and he had helped me through some of my troubles. I know how bittersweet remembering can be.

Congrats on the Sinema Siren, wish I could be of help with the diet, but I always say yes to the cookie!!

Chryssi

Man that sounds like loads of fun. What a great gig. Hi btw!!

ok, not enough people active in the UpstateSGNY Group for my liking so i'm going around letting people know that there are new members to the group who would feel more welcome if they actually got a few "welcomes."

also, i'm trying to get a darien lake event around for end of aug/beginning of sept possibly. check out the thread in the group for more info and let me know what you think.

C_K
your new (slightly pushier, but well intended) group owner

Dear God!
What is wrong with this world?

How you doing? I am still job hunting I might have something for Monday.

ask Sjanett, she lives an hour away, and I know she'll be glad to give you all info you need

I'll be there in three weeks, so if you are back from then, tell me were should I go. Sometimes it's good to have the point of view of someone who visits a city for the first time!!

aaww, come on I love the summer.

enjoy now for what it is...it doesn't last forever,

i'm so deep

I'm sorry hon! Just let me know if there's anything I can do for you!

right back at ya...how you feelin now? any better?

u are a very big turn on. get at me so we can talk sometime.

I will read it all, I promice....just had to say: Catholic School.... hehe yeah.


k, sorry.

I gave up reading at "Want a tattoo"...

Thank you so much!

Sounds like you had a great 4th of July!

I was on a plane flying to Boston on the 4th, but it wasn't all that bad. I must say it is pretty amazing to see fireworks from thousands of feet up in the air!

Oh, and before I forget, thank you so much for the birthday wishes! I had a wonderful day!

I hope you get your tattoo sometime this week.
I don't mind meeting new people if I think they'll be cool. Like meeting people from SG. But for some reason going to something like a neighborhood bbq where everyone is in their mid-forties and has kids and goes to church freaks me out. I hate it, it makes me nervous for some reason, and I can't think of anything to talk about.

I heard about that Rockstar show but haven't seen it. Is it on ABC like it was last year?

You know that feeling... where you need the pain, the physicality of it? I get that too, with needing the pain. Pain with sex, sex and pain. And it's like an addiction. The last time I was in a relationship like that I felt very safe and I was craving the pain... wanting more and wishing that I didn't have to be so far away from the source of it. I can imagine tattoos being that pleasurable, in a way and it's too bad that your psych. doesn't get that.
By the way, I love accoustic set. Also, what did you get at Torrid? LOVE that store. Things can be expensive but they are often original and fun.
Hope your 4th went well sweetie.

Thanks for the happy birthday. Hope you have a good one as well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY sexciiii! ( sorry I'm late )
Hope it got better for you hun.

I think I've upped the sugar in my diet! I've become addicted to Mayfield's Strawberry Shortcake icecream

That, and constant sweet, iced tea. My blood is syrup!

That salad sounds tasty though...

Me? I'm doing good, actually. A little melancholy, but by no means depressed. Spending alot of time painting and reading... staying busy.

Ya know, the closer to 40 I get, the better I feel. I let my 20's suck, my 30's have been about growth and change, and my 40's will be where my life really kicks in. I'm happy to be alive and excited to be going forward.

And no, you don't look like you're 35! I'd have said mid-twenties...

ty for your comment hunni.. I'm sorry that I have been so bitchy lately with my posts.. honestly I have been in a daze. It was good to get my feelings out..
I'm glad that you are feeling better. Is also good to hear that you are taking better care of yourself. Your beautiful the way you are.. but keeping yourself healthy will keep you around alot longer to take care of those wonderful kids. I have to say I have to agree with billyfivecrows my blood is probably syrup too..lol In the south sweet tea is all you drink.. n sweets are so muh weakness..
I would really like to drop a few pounds... I've been trying to find someone to walk with in my new neighborhood but no luck so far...
and I agree that you don't look 35.. Just enjoy it sweety (age is just a number you don't look it and your as young as you feel ) ... huggzzzz and

Birthday!!!!!
Yeah!

The Holistic approach is a good one, for sure - it just doesn't work for me any more. Maybe if I hadn't been puffing constantly for the last 18 years...