rilee

oh.
my heart hurts.


all i ever wanted to be was there for you.

I tried so hard. I tried SO fucking hard.
I can't even wrap my head around this...
but it is what it is ..isn't it?
Karma is such a fucking bitch.

failed my speech midterm today....
whooopppsssss



whatever.

i'm ready for summer already.
as much as i love boarding and hockey.... i think i prefer skating and discing and camping and bon firesss.
I am in road trip mode.
I wanna go now.

Today.
I discoverd.
I am a selfish person..
.....

my guyfriend, who has grown into my bestfriend, finally told me after acting strange and me asking all morning what was wrong, that he's been "feeling weird" for the past couple of days... doesn't know 'exactly what' it is...
"I didn't do anything wrong"
He's "not interested in anyone else"
But he's at a crossroads with...
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Chicago for st. pats. Stoked.
<3

Does anyone know of a decent movie editing software program I could download for free?
I just want something simple that I can use to shorten some of my videos and also add music or titles to them.. nothing too fancy... all I have right now is viewing software like quicktime or realplayer, and then this windows movie maker thing that came with the computer,...
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Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stoked!!!!!!!
Going boarding tomorrow w/ one of my favorite girls FINALLY!
And entered into the Red Bull Open Ice 4 on 4 pond hockey tournament at the end of the month!!!!
I am sooooo excited!!
Also got a new phone so that's good.
Never found the old one.... went back to look and it's still MIA, (and the dude at the equipment rental place...
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I dropped my phone in the snow this morning and can't find it anywhere......
i am
so
lame.