God its been awhile and alot has happened. got a new job, kool night shift starts tomorrow good to be on the nightwatch hehehe. moved back wiv the folks and lost all my friends as i have had to move 300 miles away cus ma xgf kicked me out after a year of being together cus she doesnt love me. Such is life. if i didnt have a sence of humour i would be slitting my wrists lol. Well its back to grind and its all about me now baby lol. take care all and ill be back :o)