A little bit about me. I'm highly emotional. I wear my heart on my sleeve and give it away very easily once I have a connection with someone. Which is whuch doesnt happen alot. I fall hard for people who seem to also be falling. I can count on one hand the amount of girls I've felt a two way connection with and still have extra fingers. But it never ends well. I spent almost 5 yrs pining for the first one after we broke up. The second was a instant connection we hooked up day 2 and it only lasted a month cause "I fell to quickly" Then the most recent, the ear to ear smile she had her kissing me first, the flirting, all signs pointed to she was into me. And I was trying my hardest not to fall quickly take it slow. Then she leaves for Florida for a week goes silent and now says she wants to move there for a bit.
I think of myself as a old soul. I love deeply truely and unending. But the more my heart gets destroyed as I grow. The more I don't want to give it away and fear No one will get to feel that love. No one seems to get how much it kills me inside to fall and get hurt. As I get older my family and friends get married. And I die a little on the inside because I want nothing more than to give my love to someone who truely wants it