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it may have gotten me. routine.
and i am afraid i'll fight it tooth and nail.
it's saturday night and i am worried i will do something foolish before going out tonight, like snort the little pale blue pill in the pink box on my vanity. or brew tea from the mushrooms hidden inside the ceramic owl peering hoo-hoo at me from the corner of...
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boxhamster:
I love your rants... I hope you'll feel better things again soon... maybe you can embrace winter once the change of seasons has passed.
Great profile pic btw. reminds me of Tideland... except of course that you are a lil' hottie and the woman in the movie is a little creepy...
Great profile pic btw. reminds me of Tideland... except of course that you are a lil' hottie and the woman in the movie is a little creepy...
pistolito:
Glad to see you're still kickin'
i really love my life. AND i'm getting chickens soon!!!
so the past few weeks, though hectic, have been pretty amazing.
fall in new mexico is fucking magic. there have been trips witht the man and the dog down to the bosque, tons of living room dance parties, fu manchu last night -though it kinda sucked, flea-marketing every saturday morning, jewelry-selling at street festivals, art...
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so the past few weeks, though hectic, have been pretty amazing.
fall in new mexico is fucking magic. there have been trips witht the man and the dog down to the bosque, tons of living room dance parties, fu manchu last night -though it kinda sucked, flea-marketing every saturday morning, jewelry-selling at street festivals, art...
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peyote:
That's what I was thinking.. 
boxhamster:
Glad to hear you're having fun and most of all that you're still around. It's good to have you here and I always enjoy your blogs... 
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i am sitting at my desk eating ginger snaps and drinking milk.
i am sitting at my desk, in my office, typing on a brand new laptop. i am at my office desk, with trixie on the rug beside me, in the warehouse space downtown where i will soon be opening a coffe house and performance space. The Kosmos...coming soon.
ten months ago, i...
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minceir:
l Love the Romanii life, but it can be tiring after awhile
devowasright:
we would expect no less, my dear.
you guys are fantastic.
i had three people message me about providing another year here. the brilliant, handsome Scheisskopf was the first to come through. so thank you, good sir.
i've been a member of this community since the tender age of 18, hah, as opposed to the now seemingly more tender age of 23. i've met some of my best real life friends from...
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i had three people message me about providing another year here. the brilliant, handsome Scheisskopf was the first to come through. so thank you, good sir.
i've been a member of this community since the tender age of 18, hah, as opposed to the now seemingly more tender age of 23. i've met some of my best real life friends from...
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fixer:
Hope all's been well with you, sugah!
barely:
you're kind of inspiring. by kind of, i mean you really fucking are. (: keep living the life, lady love.
i'm so far away from it but i'm so full of love.
woke up to sunrise streaked coral pink and bluest baby bone blue.
bug bitten and red nosed from all day at the seaside, then camping below the just waning full moon, with the lights of athens glittering on the horizon 80 kilometres away. i built my fire inches from the tide, with wood...
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scheisskopf:
Call me, and we'll three way.
Now's the time.
Are you back yet?
Got some news. Check my entry,
xxx young'un.
Now's the time.
Are you back yet?
Got some news. Check my entry,
xxx young'un.
boxhamster:
Sounds like you're living the dream. I hope all your travels will be as good as this update sounded. x
new mexico. land of enchantment. land of green chiles and pomegranate trees in downtown albuquerque. apple orchards and sage brush. we don't drink water we drink whiskey. lost highway roadhouses reached by motorbike. mountain towns reclaimed by gypsies. circling crows on bosque trails while the rio grande trickles down to texas. thai food stewing in a ramshackle schoolbus on the mesa. everybody's madmaxen it....
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scheisskopf:
Sounds like we made a good move then, in retrospect, thanks to you following through with it, brave one.
It hasn't really crept far away enough yet to fall into the "Don't go back to where you were" zone. In the immortal words of some guy whom I envision, for some reason a Yngwie Malmsteen zygote, So many things to do... So many things to be. Good things, I think, for you, having blossomed into an extraordinarily articulate young lady, and having so much awaiting. Been drained a bit, but you still have my multi-faceted support, as always. I'm at your service yet, young friend of mine.
You've no idea how refreshing it is to see your comment for me there-- still, as well as to see that your mind is so alive, in contrast to my confounded snow pea of a marinating brain. More than you can imagine, I appreciate you still being here for me, considering how long I've been absent.
But I've got a lot of shit going on, most of which I'd rather divulge when I've got the time to tell you.
One thing I'm quite sure of now, is that it's just as difficult, if not more, to flee the past and move on from shit after letting flap in the wind, as my habitual strategy usually dictates, than I had imagined.
I'll fill you in. And I'll look forward to the snotslinging version of your status update as well.... Can't wait, in fact, to hear from you. You know how it goes, maybe-- everything happens all at once, it seems. I guess things don't happen by themselves after all. At least that's what they've got me believing these days. It feels like I'm fighting everybody these days, but I always had a pretty strong suspicion of who it would be, at that lends me a little dignity. Maybe, they fought so hard to keep me the same so I'd be easier to control--- my noid self said so. So yeah, you've just got to make the move and let the consequences and results come rolling in at their own pace and timing. Weird shit, I'll tell you, lil' mama.
But they say you miss a hundred percent of the shots you don't take, right?
So I'm in the city now, train whistles blowing in the distance, interrupted by the occasional thump of subwoofers and shit that represents everything I despise ... Just listening to IranianRadio.com and dreaming again. In a different context now, though easily recognizable, I would imagine... that's all.
Thanks for having my back, kid.
I trust you've still the 505 digits, correct? Can't wait to talk to ya. And actually, the possibility of us chillaxin someday has recently become exponentially more likely.
Je t'aime beaucoup.
Hold a tight ass, as my dad would say.
Cheers.
g
It hasn't really crept far away enough yet to fall into the "Don't go back to where you were" zone. In the immortal words of some guy whom I envision, for some reason a Yngwie Malmsteen zygote, So many things to do... So many things to be. Good things, I think, for you, having blossomed into an extraordinarily articulate young lady, and having so much awaiting. Been drained a bit, but you still have my multi-faceted support, as always. I'm at your service yet, young friend of mine.
You've no idea how refreshing it is to see your comment for me there-- still, as well as to see that your mind is so alive, in contrast to my confounded snow pea of a marinating brain. More than you can imagine, I appreciate you still being here for me, considering how long I've been absent.
But I've got a lot of shit going on, most of which I'd rather divulge when I've got the time to tell you.
One thing I'm quite sure of now, is that it's just as difficult, if not more, to flee the past and move on from shit after letting flap in the wind, as my habitual strategy usually dictates, than I had imagined.
I'll fill you in. And I'll look forward to the snotslinging version of your status update as well.... Can't wait, in fact, to hear from you. You know how it goes, maybe-- everything happens all at once, it seems. I guess things don't happen by themselves after all. At least that's what they've got me believing these days. It feels like I'm fighting everybody these days, but I always had a pretty strong suspicion of who it would be, at that lends me a little dignity. Maybe, they fought so hard to keep me the same so I'd be easier to control--- my noid self said so. So yeah, you've just got to make the move and let the consequences and results come rolling in at their own pace and timing. Weird shit, I'll tell you, lil' mama.
But they say you miss a hundred percent of the shots you don't take, right?
So I'm in the city now, train whistles blowing in the distance, interrupted by the occasional thump of subwoofers and shit that represents everything I despise ... Just listening to IranianRadio.com and dreaming again. In a different context now, though easily recognizable, I would imagine... that's all.
Thanks for having my back, kid.
I trust you've still the 505 digits, correct? Can't wait to talk to ya. And actually, the possibility of us chillaxin someday has recently become exponentially more likely.
Je t'aime beaucoup.
Hold a tight ass, as my dad would say.
Cheers.
g
sydfloyd:
My membership on SG expires in a month. I'd still like to keep in tough though. All my contact info is on my blog. I hope to hear from you still. If not, it was good knowing you and I'll miss you.
fiat lux
let there be light
"i suddenly realized that the universe is nothing but light light light!"
henry miller, from a letter to anais nin
as fragmented as i feel at the moment, it's hard to imagine just what exactly it is that binds together the atoms composing me.
i have never felt comfortable in this body. claustrophobic might be the right word. from...
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let there be light
"i suddenly realized that the universe is nothing but light light light!"
henry miller, from a letter to anais nin
as fragmented as i feel at the moment, it's hard to imagine just what exactly it is that binds together the atoms composing me.
i have never felt comfortable in this body. claustrophobic might be the right word. from...
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spunsugar:
I'm at the pain of solitude part.
I don't think there are words enough to tell you how much I envy you.
I agree with mr.eldorado. make with the pictures!
I don't think there are words enough to tell you how much I envy you.
I agree with mr.eldorado. make with the pictures!
jocelynn:
mags, i love this post.
enjoy these foreign lands and keep us updated, be it with unadulterated ramblings or details of your travels.
stay free, lovely <3
enjoy these foreign lands and keep us updated, be it with unadulterated ramblings or details of your travels.
stay free, lovely <3
from what i can gather, the only thing keeping order in athens is the ubiquitous street mongrel. be it in packs on the bustling city squares or as the not so silent sentinels of pre dawn crumbling alleyways, these mutts are the eyes, ears, and most certainly the voice of the city. they outnumber the siren at least one hundred to one. their immutable baying...
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mrginger:
Caligula! name a rat that & give him something to live up to. I like it!
mariposa:
Wow...after seeing those photos, you're coming back here why???
I think once I cross over to vacation/explore Europe, I just won't come back to the states for a while. A LONG while...
But I do look forward to meeting ya when you get back. I don't own a car either...we'll take turns on the train...
I think once I cross over to vacation/explore Europe, I just won't come back to the states for a while. A LONG while...
But I do look forward to meeting ya when you get back. I don't own a car either...we'll take turns on the train...
adios, vancouver.
in a few hours i'll be cabbing to the airport to catch a plane to another plane to another plane, etc, etc, that will take me to athens. and then...who knows?
as ususal, i leave feeling not unsatisfied, only like i didn't see or do all that i needed to here. but in a city offering so damn much how could i possibly...
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in a few hours i'll be cabbing to the airport to catch a plane to another plane to another plane, etc, etc, that will take me to athens. and then...who knows?
as ususal, i leave feeling not unsatisfied, only like i didn't see or do all that i needed to here. but in a city offering so damn much how could i possibly...
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shanti:
i cant believe we just missed each other by a few days... i wanted to see you but alas life takes us where we're meant to go.
we will meet one day. have safe travels, enjoy every moment and keep us updated on your journey!!
we will meet one day. have safe travels, enjoy every moment and keep us updated on your journey!!
exning:
very pretty photos
Hopa!