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Okay so here it is, after everything that's happened to me this time around I'm seriously considering that there actually may be some kind of God. I know, don't yell at me but my whole life I didn't believe in Him but there are some reasons to why I haven't. Who takes the mother of two very small children, a wife and a nurse who...
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skullgrid:
i have no idea what to say.

i certainly haven't survived any near-tragedies to that extent to alter my perspective in any significant way... and religion was more or less forced on me until my teenage years, at which point i rebelled against it rather vehemently...

these days, my beliefs i think are more based in karma than anything else, i.e. the more good you do, the more good will happen to you. i feel like i've been pretty lucky in some ways and although i can occasionally be an asshole, i also feel like i'm generally pretty good to most people. who knows.

my view on the idea of any type of higher power is like this: some people NEED faith, something outside themselves to believe in. if that gets you through, then great. more power to you. for me personally, i figure: if there's anything after this life, i'll find out about it when this life ends. but i don't want to waste time or oppourtunities in THIS life in favor of worrying about the next one... if that makes sense.

believe in yourself and be as good as you can to others.

so if i apply that to you, i;d say you must've done some pretty amazing things in your life to be as blessed and as lucky as you are now smile
paxton:
I have believed both ways. I guess I'm just cynical now that I'm older.
What ever you what to believe is good. You can only answer the question
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so i finally went back to work. i was so excited; then i got there and thought i was going to die haha! three hours later i left went to physical therapy and slept the rest of the day. nice huh?


i think its hilarious that starbucks went down 97% in profit; that's what happens when you have 100 stores in a three block radius,...
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catagogo:
poor starbucks. er, i guess, not really.
you look cute!
skullgrid:
i was wondering how long it would take you to realize that would make a stellar profile pic wink
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Going b ack to work ext week may be a serious reality for me FINALLY. My healing is going well, and I'd only be working as part time instead of managment. I am definalty going to school in the spring if this all going through that way i want it to.

shut up rachel where are the pictures.


ill take some later.
skullgrid:
glad to hear the healing is going well. sounds like work is pretty accommodating.

pictures? what pictures? tongue
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skullgrid:
go for the art thing! i'd be a tad wary of the fact that arts are usually the first thing to go when a school district is faced with budget cuts, but, other than that, i can think of few things more rewarding than teaching art to kids that age. their minds are so open to possibilities at that age. it would be super cool to have a part in encouraging that.
paxton:
You are not on right now so I take it that you are sleeping soundly. biggrin

Love the picture...very sexy

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I got up on stage and shook my ass to Control by Puddle of Mud.

AND WON!!!!!!! over $100 in less than 3 minutes!


God it was fun; ut I'm not sure I'll continue my career in stripping. kiss
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ilooklikesatan:
Hahaha! Glad you had fun!! Too bad no video >_>
skullgrid:
pics or it didn't happen wink
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skullgrid:
good luck. amateur night for what, exactly?
paxton:
good luck but yes.....for what exactly????? wink
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skullgrid:
pretty smile
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ilooklikesatan:
Depends on the situation. If you're talking about the intarwebs - outside of SG I don't pay for stuff.

If you're talkin' droppin' some ones in a strip club... hells yeah.
ilooklikesatan:
tongue
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skullgrid:
ok biggrin

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waaaaaiiiit a sec... save you from WHAT, exactly?

skullgrid:
hmm... well, if you missed em on my journal, these might help with the boredom for a few min:





as for the other part... i might be a bit far away for that. i'm long... but not THAT long wink
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It was discovered on a space mission that a frog can throw up. The frog throws up it's stomach first, so the stomach is dangling out of it's mouth. Then the frog uses it's forearms to dig out all of the stomach's contents and then swallows the stomach back down again.
skullgrid:
that's amazing. i'd like to see some video evidence, if you have any wink
ironsurfer:
Thats kinda crazy.cool tho, in an odd way