I wrote a poem the other day. It is sad and perfect and I'm afraid of it.
I spent the whole weekend seeing people I haven't seen in a long time and watching an old friend get married. The pastor kept calling her by the wrong name, which I might have been offended by. She seemed to take it in stride, however, and she looked gorgeous.
My dear friend Amber and I sang Karaoke at a dive bar long into the night...
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My dear friend Amber and I sang Karaoke at a dive bar long into the night...
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greyandblack:
eye's on u huh...anyway I like that song. 
kidmorlock:
heh. There's probably a story in that.
Email me when you come up.
Email me when you come up.
The humidity is making it increasingly difficult to function.
But on the upside, I have had lots of time inside to practice the piano.
But on the upside, I have had lots of time inside to practice the piano.
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edwin:
The piano is so lovely. I'm always a sucker for a good piano song.
kalidoom:
I really dig the new profile pic.
Don't you hate when you post without checking and find a stupid spelling error later? I know I do. I also just noticed that I've had "Delirium" spelled wrong in my profile for awhile, which makes me feel a fool.
Who feels like crap when they spend too much time alone? I need me some alone time more than the next guy, but when it...
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Who feels like crap when they spend too much time alone? I need me some alone time more than the next guy, but when it...
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kidmorlock:
I like the alone time, but not for longer than a month or so. After that, the feral Need to be around people clicks on and I go out with people.
kalidoom:
Your mom doesn't care if you stink.
I should start exercising again. I feel a bit doughy, and my back is hurting.
My head hurts every day because of this humidity, and it's hard on my bad knee too. To remedy this, I'm drinking far too much beer, which in turn, doesn't help with this doughy feeling.
My head hurts every day because of this humidity, and it's hard on my bad knee too. To remedy this, I'm drinking far too much beer, which in turn, doesn't help with this doughy feeling.
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edwin:
Seems like quite the vicious cycle. Why'd you stop exercising?
lillithvain:
Thanks for the nice comment that you left on my set today. 
Can I ask a question? What makes everyone get out of bed in the morning and move around and talk? How do you do it?
doghouse_reilly:
Sometimes, when no reason seems sufficient, I do it solely to spite the fuckers.
silverrevolver:
When life is good the desire for more life wakes me up. When life is bad, the thought that without the pain, without the suffering the moments of rapture would be impossible and unknowable.
Buck up cowgirl!
Buck up cowgirl!
I haven't been updating because I'm depressed. I'm just now admitting to myself the way it is -- that I haven't been this bad for awhile now. I haven't updated because no one wants to hear that. I should find a way out.
I have a new profile pic. How do you like it? No, I don't really smoke.
I put all my past avatars...
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I have a new profile pic. How do you like it? No, I don't really smoke.
I put all my past avatars...
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silverrevolver:
Why are you depressed?
I'm learning that happieness more a state of mind then a result of outside forces.
I e-mailed you a bit of a manuscript that I've been working on. I would love your thoughts..
I'm learning that happieness more a state of mind then a result of outside forces.
I e-mailed you a bit of a manuscript that I've been working on. I would love your thoughts..
edwin:
Sometimes I get so depressed I can't type. It's probably times like that when I should be typing the most. Life is funny that way.
Hello, Insomnia. I wondered where you'd gone.
greyandblack:
I'm also a memeber of that club.
cassie11:
I hate imsomnia and it seems i always get it when i dont need it the most...im sorry its sucks big ones...but its a good thing u have SG to pass time thats for sure
Hello summer, I feel ugly and stupid and it's far too hot here. Sweating bullets till the sunscreen melts off and the shades stick to my nose. Makeup useless, nice clothes useless. Just run in and hide until autumn. Maybe you'll get something done when everything is orange and old and dying. Maybe the hoary calm of winter will help you progress, but months ago...
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crazedlunatik:
hmmm.... well its nice where I am at (sometimes)
kundalini:
I've often pondered that same question.
Goodness I miss my puppy. My mom's watching him for two weeks while my landlord is in town. I guess that means I'm getting attached.
I'm this close to being finished with something, and this close to beginning something new.
I start my last class of college on Friday.
I'm this close to being finished with something, and this close to beginning something new.
I start my last class of college on Friday.
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venice:
That's exactly how I am. I am a wonderful person to my friends and most of the time to my family, but to a boyfriend, I am vicious and cruel. I think it might be just because I can be, because I trust them to show that side to, but it isn't really fair to them at all.
venice:
Thank you.
The pictures were taken at the Oregon Coast, and in Scotland, and out my window at my old house, and in the band room at my high school. Just several random pictures from that basic time period.
The pictures were taken at the Oregon Coast, and in Scotland, and out my window at my old house, and in the band room at my high school. Just several random pictures from that basic time period.