Shit, I love the fact that nobody's reading this . Really - it's all the benefits of conversing with none of the drawbacks.
I'm floating lately - or trying to convince myself I am. I'm gearing myself up to change, to torch everything in my life ONCE AGAIN, but I try and pretend I don't know that's what I'm doing. Instead I'm dressing up apathy as a revolutionary philosophy, I need to move, shake things up - but I'm stuck here for a bit more. So instead I'm sleeping around to prevent myself from getting trapped here, where there's nothing that I can feel. For once it's not really me I think - nothing happens here.
I'm floating lately - or trying to convince myself I am. I'm gearing myself up to change, to torch everything in my life ONCE AGAIN, but I try and pretend I don't know that's what I'm doing. Instead I'm dressing up apathy as a revolutionary philosophy, I need to move, shake things up - but I'm stuck here for a bit more. So instead I'm sleeping around to prevent myself from getting trapped here, where there's nothing that I can feel. For once it's not really me I think - nothing happens here.