ive moved ive moved ive moved. my house rocks rocks rocks.
my furnature still isnt here pout. where are all the strong dykes when i need them.....?????
im sure they will be out at the good ol bar tonite (where i dj) damn them women.
so im beginning to believe that the fairy tale might actually happen.
wow. to me. not a book, not a...
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my furnature still isnt here pout. where are all the strong dykes when i need them.....?????
im sure they will be out at the good ol bar tonite (where i dj) damn them women.
so im beginning to believe that the fairy tale might actually happen.
wow. to me. not a book, not a...
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phooey on you.
tell me something that will make me smile and cry in a good way and i will
give you a cookie.
tell me something that will make me smile and cry in a good way and i will
give you a cookie.
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wisp:
I made practice Poi with pennies and duct tape and just smacked myself in the shin! Its starting to swell up.. oh how I wish for my digital camera that is no longer mine. Oooh AND I just chopped off most of my hair so that it won't catch on fire as easily...
*whew* You girl sound like you are up to your assdiddy in emotional unpleasantness. I can't easily get those pesky people whom I have problematically fallen for out of my heart but am doing a better job of figuring out why I was drawn to them in the first place... It makes balancing the aftermath easier for me at least...
Congrats and the movage btw!
*whew* You girl sound like you are up to your assdiddy in emotional unpleasantness. I can't easily get those pesky people whom I have problematically fallen for out of my heart but am doing a better job of figuring out why I was drawn to them in the first place... It makes balancing the aftermath easier for me at least...
Congrats and the movage btw!
wisp:
No doubt hangin and chilling and swingin would rock beyond belief! If only you weren't so pesky far away....!
How's the new place treating you ? Have you talked much to the Ashville crew ?
How's the new place treating you ? Have you talked much to the Ashville crew ?
why is it so hard for me to walk away. im sure that given my situation, the
smartest, definitely SAFEST thing would be to RUN RUN RUN. yet, i am
drawn. hoping for another email, waiting for her to call. how silly it all is that i let
myself play this game.
a part of me believes that i am going to be completely torn...
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smartest, definitely SAFEST thing would be to RUN RUN RUN. yet, i am
drawn. hoping for another email, waiting for her to call. how silly it all is that i let
myself play this game.
a part of me believes that i am going to be completely torn...
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phooey.
tonite was an insane nite for me.
i had the nite off, so i decided that i would go out. i have to dj EVERY nite this weekend, so i figured,
get my fun in now.
so an hour into the point where im starting to get intoxicated and
im having fun. girl and girl show up. she stands so close to me and
pretends...
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i had the nite off, so i decided that i would go out. i have to dj EVERY nite this weekend, so i figured,
get my fun in now.
so an hour into the point where im starting to get intoxicated and
im having fun. girl and girl show up. she stands so close to me and
pretends...
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krista:
Oh honey...is my ending happier? I don't know, it wasn't an ending. It's more of a middle I negotiated where we're both somewhat uncomfortable, but not quite as unhappy. Still, it's a confusing place to reside. It's all tough when you're dealing with love.
But I think it's absolutely beautiful that you wear your heart on your sleeve. It's just hard to find people that will be as delicate with it as you need.
*Hugs*
But I think it's absolutely beautiful that you wear your heart on your sleeve. It's just hard to find people that will be as delicate with it as you need.
*Hugs*
so im sitting here and my heart feels pretty darn ass-diddy right now. i have been on this INSANE emotional rollar coaster ride all week long. amazingly, i have not completely gone coo-coo YET.
i have been overindulging in going out and drinking and being a complete hood-rat. also TONS of walking. 10 miles yesterday. 8 today. walk walk walk...burn off all this energy that...
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i have been overindulging in going out and drinking and being a complete hood-rat. also TONS of walking. 10 miles yesterday. 8 today. walk walk walk...burn off all this energy that...
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so i havent written in forever. i had a wonderful magnificent time this previous weekend. i cant even begin to describe the music and the wonderful people i met. WISP...you are awesome girl, and we are so going to have to get up together to go to the one in sept. HEY>...i can do the butterfly now...still having problems finding a teacher around this area....
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ouch.
all that i have is hope right now.
all that i have is hope right now.
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enso:
hope is all you need
we are the music makers and we are the dreamers of the dreams
we are the music makers and we are the dreamers of the dreams
enso:
hope is all you need
we are the music makers and we are the dreamers of the dreams
we are the music makers and we are the dreamers of the dreams
eek.
i have butterflies in my belly.
i have butterflies in my belly.
germany:
yes i'm going to burningman... we should all meet up somewhere...did you join the group on this sight?
could someone please look at the new slumber party pics and tell me the girls names in them..
i didnt recognize two of the short dark haired girls...
>???
(grin)
i didnt recognize two of the short dark haired girls...
>???
(grin)
so today she stopped by to pick up some things that was hers....borrowed shirts, boxers worn home.
i had such a hard time looking at her in her eyes, because i cant hide the fact
that i feel like my insides are being stabbed at repeatedly.
ouch.
think positive. think about all the awesome things that will
be happening soon. i cant. all that i...
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i had such a hard time looking at her in her eyes, because i cant hide the fact
that i feel like my insides are being stabbed at repeatedly.
ouch.
think positive. think about all the awesome things that will
be happening soon. i cant. all that i...
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i keep thinking that there is something i should do, something i could do
to change the situation. to make things turn out good...i know that i have
no control over this, i know that really all i can do now is sit here and watch
and see what happens. i wonder what is going to happen.
i know whatever happens is going to happen...
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to change the situation. to make things turn out good...i know that i have
no control over this, i know that really all i can do now is sit here and watch
and see what happens. i wonder what is going to happen.
i know whatever happens is going to happen...
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krista:
Wow. I am in the same place. Wait, wait, wait. And then wonder.
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
So, what fairy tale are you living?
I am pretty happy, but I guess it's about finding happiness in a less than happy situation? Takes some work. I just liked the quote, it wasn't an assessment of my current personal life (yay!).
I watched Willie Wonka a few days ago. I'm still smiling.