Hey, I"m bored today. I have an interview with Emory tomorrow in the Administration area. I'm excited, sorta. A month ago, I would be jumping up and down Hoorah Hoorah, a job interview. Now, I'm like alright. I'll go to the interview, but it's no guarantee I'll get the job.
I need some confidence dammit! Or maybe, it's just one of those jobs I'm not excited about. I don't want a job just to say I"m working. Crap, I want to do something fulfilling. Like write those kid's books I haven't gotten around to starting on.
So why do I want to write kids books? I ask myself why I wanted to work for a magazine, why I wanted to learn to animate, why I wanted to become a writer or editor, why I wanted to be a news journalist.
Focus.
That's it. No more blaming ADHD or ADD whatever the hell that is. No more, it's just not my purpose or mission in life. I have to go for it.
And if teaching English to cute little kiddies in Korea is the start to a career in kids stories, that's where I'm headed.
I love stories, whether it's in a magazine, an animation, a newspaper, a novel, or a photo or art gallery, I"m going to tell stories. That's what I want to do.
I really don't want to work at the administration dept. but it's a means to an end. I need moolah! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
I need some confidence dammit! Or maybe, it's just one of those jobs I'm not excited about. I don't want a job just to say I"m working. Crap, I want to do something fulfilling. Like write those kid's books I haven't gotten around to starting on.
So why do I want to write kids books? I ask myself why I wanted to work for a magazine, why I wanted to learn to animate, why I wanted to become a writer or editor, why I wanted to be a news journalist.
Focus.
That's it. No more blaming ADHD or ADD whatever the hell that is. No more, it's just not my purpose or mission in life. I have to go for it.
And if teaching English to cute little kiddies in Korea is the start to a career in kids stories, that's where I'm headed.
I love stories, whether it's in a magazine, an animation, a newspaper, a novel, or a photo or art gallery, I"m going to tell stories. That's what I want to do.
I really don't want to work at the administration dept. but it's a means to an end. I need moolah! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
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Yeah!!!
I'm so close to finding out if I got the job. Yesterday I took two tests for the position. I made 90 percentile on the grammar, spelling, and puctuation test! I'm so excited. I have one more interview though.
More later.
Oh, Oh Dear Colette, I need to get with you to talk about the writing bit.
Gotta go to work now.