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i quit one of my jobs...
my weekends are now officially free...
that means lots of traveling must be done...

i am so ready to get on with life...
but i still don't want to go to school...

f'in school..

tongue
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saturn1:
p.s. if you need a road partner i am restless!
throatneedle:
are you jamaican? how come you had 2 job?
when i was your age i had 15 job!
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I'm constantly in transition...
never really sure of what a constant is...or what consistentancy feels like...
I change looks like I change underwear...I like to be versatile...
I change attitudes just as often...sometimes as often as several times a day
some would say i'm moody...i prefer real...
i can't hide how i feel, although i'm good at bottling it up inside.
you can usually tell...
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nuclear_mullah:
It is nutty being busy. I'm doing the work/school thing too. With these short winter days it can be such a drag sometimes. But every evening when I do get some time to myself, and actually get to see my wife, I am really aware that I am not working or studying and extra enjoy it. mmmm free time.
combatible:
transition or not
you look good!
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i've never really been good at saying no..

my newest picture is how i feel lately...my mother told me i look like a battered house wife in it...
i feel way worn out...

i would write more if i could focus on home row a little more...but for now..this will have to do...

sorry kiddies
xoxoxox kiss
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filthyrich:
glad to see your still alive. love the new battered look its all the rage in japan right now. biggrin
hcbsmiles:
girl, when are we hanging out and eating hot dogs again?
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soooo sick...

so so so sick...

puke

well i never really puke but at the moment i always feel like i need to...

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filthyrich:
are you stillll sick frown
obelisk:
Look, I wasn't on the crack rock, is a thing people say.
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sometimes i feel like all i am doing is making the same mistakes in different ways...

but can i keep calling them mistakes, if i conciously know i am making them?

the new years eve i spent with good friends...
the new years day i spent with someone who is starting to intrigue me more and more...

so i'm trying to be optimistic...
but not...
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throatneedle:
what do you mean by "you are sooooo typical sometimes"?
do you feel like i dont love you anymore or something? kiss
filthyrich:
hi pal
H.N.Y.
filthy
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i think i started to realize that thinking is this process where nothing really comes of anything you actually think about...what happens is only happening because of the actions you take from what you are thinking...
see my brain goes through all these functions...all this thinking goes on...some of it profound...some of it merely lackluster...
i often have these monologues in my head...all this random...
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soraya:
ps. orbit fucking rules!
comet_____:
Yes - there is such a thing as being too nice and too selfless. A time comes when you have to stand up for your own feelings and be a little selfish too. I hope it gets you what you want...sounds like you deserve someone to treat you with some love and respect.
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i stubbed my toe bad...
real bad....

fuck mad
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twwly:
i'm here, i'm here, i'm here!!!

**kisses toe better!**
obelisk:
OK, I've got a delivery of smooches for a sick girl. Sign here please...

kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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i kind of told myself i wasnt going to update until i got a new picture. I mean I still look like this, but maybe my hair is a little longer, and my bangs definately look better. But finding my camera in my room is like finding a needle in a haystack...
maybe it is the two jobs that are kicking my ass...so there leaves...
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demolitionkitten:
someday? You mean someday SOON, right?
Sorry to hear about your mom. My mom is a cancer survivor.
I just got some bad news about my older sisters health as well recently. HUG for you, miss. I hope you can make it here soon.
saturn1:
how did i miss this update? school really had a hold of me the last few weeks, seems like i missed all sorts of important things.

i hope things are better for you? how is your mum doing? if you ever need anything pleease call me. she will be ok, i am sure she is a fighter and that's what matters.

come here and take a break, when you can! you can take the train if your car is too broke! i will drive you everywhere and we can laugh some things off together!

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why am i still at work!!!!

arrrghhh ARRR!!!
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spankenstein:
Money?
rachel:
maybe if you rub my tummy it will be good luck and then my set will go up!! whatever
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I kind of got to this point where
Everything just wasnt as ok as I might have thought it was
I have these tendencies to get in these weird situations
Situations that should end long before they start
So instead of jumping head first into what I think MIGHT be good
I am only going for the SURE thing

Isnt it kind of sad when...
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combatible:
its much sad-er when you find out you're just half the man you used to be; a shadow of the boy that once ruled the world


lets kick some ass


biggrin
demolitionkitten:
Hmm I don't know. I have a tendency to not take chances sometimes regarding certain things so I don't think that's a good option either.

all I DO know is that I'm glad you didn't come up this weekend. When are you coming up though, you think? I can't wait to meet you! smile
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mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad puke
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saturn1:
i think i am going to have a heart attack from school. if i don't, i want to go to new york!!! i love it there, i go twice a year if i can afford it. that would be fun! my girl lives there and i can always stay with her... usually in the village but sometimes in the fancy uptown part of manhattan.

so , hey, come out before christmas... not this weekend but the next? ... lessee ... maybe we should exhange numbers again and plan it... but momentarily i am freaking out about school , until wenesday... i seriously have pains in my chest! and i can't breath, please make school go away?

and we have lots to catch up on, boy things and whatnot, but i will leave that to when we getta talk.

ok excuse me while i go kill my computer right now.... more specifically, illustrator.
twwly:
of course you can come visit!!!
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so i wrote...
sometime seeing you is as easy as apple pie...
but mostly is just makes me wish i saw more of you on a more consistent basis..

xoxoxoxox
~me

my hearts in love
but my mind wonders.... whatever
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nuclear_mullah:
Ya seem interesting that's why I want to be your friend.
comet_____:
...ah, the wondering mind - gets me in trouble quit alot.
But a wondering heart is worse, believe you me.