so this week-end is over for me i don't think im gonna go out tomorow going out on sundays sucks here except if you are whit a realy good friend or your girlfriend what i have not either of both but i don't realy argue whit anymore whit that issue its been a long time now i prefer to save myself for hanging out at home and take it as it goes dinner walks movies rides cleaning up my room and defining what the last days i have here left what they will be like as long as i don't get bother by my parents or stupid pathetic losers either way i stand up for some people that got me where i am i no longer say words like oh i wish i could be this guy or this mate i kind of say oh hi how are you miss psychatrist how was your day did you get anought stabing or oh no would you like me to tell you the story about that one time i got so stoned i wish i could have had been somewhere else or whatever pops out in the record i don't realy think i can manage more stupidity you see its not the fact that stupid people get there way for like half an hour or 3 hours or the whole day or just visit its more something like why the fuck have you turn into this like i remember saying oh whats your name you little boy have you got anought bubblegum from haloween or are you going to go watch tv is your mom going to let you play outside i rather not get to serious its much more easy to watch people get there way and then get always right about stuff i grew up faster then i have tought about it my best friend still thinks im a loser and well i guess having dreams lets me kind of in a good position of dealing whit my neighboors or if i want to go out for a ride whit who ever wants to get to know me ...
so this week-end is over for me i don't think im gonna go out tomorow going out on sundays sucks here except if you are whit a realy good friend or your girlfriend what i have not either of both but i don't realy argue whit anymore whit that issue its been a long time now i prefer to save myself for hanging out at home and take it as it goes dinner walks movies rides cleaning up my room and defining what the last days i have here left what they will be like as long as i don't get bother by my parents or stupid pathetic losers either way i stand up for some people that got me where i am i no longer say words like oh i wish i could be this guy or this mate i kind of say oh hi how are you miss psychatrist how was your day did you get anought stabing or oh no would you like me to tell you the story about that one time i got so stoned i wish i could have had been somewhere else or whatever pops out in the record i don't realy think i can manage more stupidity you see its not the fact that stupid people get there way for like half an hour or 3 hours or the whole day or just visit its more something like why the fuck have you turn into this like i remember saying oh whats your name you little boy have you got anought bubblegum from haloween or are you going to go watch tv is your mom going to let you play outside i rather not get to serious its much more easy to watch people get there way and then get always right about stuff i grew up faster then i have tought about it my best friend still thinks im a loser and well i guess having dreams lets me kind of in a good position of dealing whit my neighboors or if i want to go out for a ride whit who ever wants to get to know me ...