so yeah i got to meet some cool chicks realy awesome she hits on me coz shes a whore and most of all well im not realy sure anymore ... but she is gorgeous theres another one to a whore cute but she lives in moldova sounds like another planet or something shes clean cut and gets in my way everytime i try to make her mine by telling her im into how can u say a piece of rare meat but things got out of controle when i told her my nickname on that site was gordoboludo i told her it meant fat dumbass she laught and i was little bit upset of what could had turned into another of my pieces of moments where i could had told myself well this chick is for me im old and stuff ... reminder i think i could get maried but no i just left the chatroom in hope i could see her back whenever i got to tokyo you know huge city wonderfull skyscrappers good restaurants nightclubs beach and kareoke trainspotting winter maybe a nice appartement skateboarding drugssssssssss ... i surely am forgetting good concerts tv shows different language long walks at the park museums random conversations whit japanese friends and maybe just forget the first time i had sex whit this gorgeous girl who did like the cure and went to my school you know you are what you are and specialy when u believe in god but she completly made me look myself in a different way she didnt care about me like many people but i told her i loved her during sex and she did for what i can still feel made me feel like an idiot or just some guy she got turn on by i french kiss her but hey it wasnt my first experience so i guess thats what she liked about me i can remember till some time ago i was gnarly about her you know get to see her again but this town just dont know where i can find her turns out im still the same kid always in need of getting my way in this world forever keeping in mind i got the purpose of my life exposed in every sense i just dont care about how i got be rewarded so many times its not what we have like been rich or be the first or just get to knowing people its where it will take us no mather what we bring to a dinner or on how much we decorated our room or just leave the club in a bad mood to be hit again everytime we take a beer or a shot theres possibly more then one people hoping to get in your way like this historical moment never should be brought up front be more then what we expected i never thought i could let my girlfriend read my personal journal it was for me but if i knew her anought i could had experience a lot more letting her know i wrote about her no mather how hard i try or give my purpose away i end up been a loser a scum a lonely kid where everyone gets his way perhaps we should all live under the stars but its just not the kind of stupid deployed people i got to remember when i terminated my meal if you know what selfconcious means it might get you to the point that faith comes to does who believe not the boring afternoon at a mall playing arcades whit a 5 dollar bill take a shot of gin and you will get the urge to bring upfront the last time you got to the point of deserving my attention and get to know me
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