Motherfucker it is a nice day outside.
I get this weird insecurity on the first really nice day when you can wear just a t-shirt with no sweater or anything. After a long, cold winter full of heavy coats and bulky sweaters, I feel so vulnerable without at least a light cardigan, so I wear one open with the sleeves rolled up and suffer through being just a little bit too warm for the sake of not feeling exposed.
So my roommate's gone home for the weekend, which means I can pee with the bathroom door open and walk around without pants. It also means I have to play music while I'm in the shower and going to sleep or else I get a little nervous. I'd be excited about being able to have people over to party or whatever without disturbing her, but I have all that damn schoolwork. Also, I'll be out Saturday and Sunday nights anyway volunteering for the Boston Burlesque Expo, which is exciting. I get to be a stage kitten for the Main Event. What will I wear?!
I get this weird insecurity on the first really nice day when you can wear just a t-shirt with no sweater or anything. After a long, cold winter full of heavy coats and bulky sweaters, I feel so vulnerable without at least a light cardigan, so I wear one open with the sleeves rolled up and suffer through being just a little bit too warm for the sake of not feeling exposed.
So my roommate's gone home for the weekend, which means I can pee with the bathroom door open and walk around without pants. It also means I have to play music while I'm in the shower and going to sleep or else I get a little nervous. I'd be excited about being able to have people over to party or whatever without disturbing her, but I have all that damn schoolwork. Also, I'll be out Saturday and Sunday nights anyway volunteering for the Boston Burlesque Expo, which is exciting. I get to be a stage kitten for the Main Event. What will I wear?!
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Wintertime is quiet and for my unquiet mind, it's what I crave.