I lost my virginity at the ripe old age of 12. Eve was 27 years old and dating my father. Every two weeks, he would go out of town for work. During one of his trips, I decided to sleep in his bed because it was cold downstairs. Eve was already asleep when I crawled onto the bed. Being the awkward naive preteen that I was, I didn't want to get under the covers with her because that seemed weird. Instead I lay stiff (no pun intended) on top of the comforter wondering why I thought this was a good idea in the first place. Eve rolled over and invited me under the sheets. Hesitantly I obliged, and found myself feeling even less comfortable. Then it happened. Eve rested her arm across my chest and mumbled "I missed you Pat," Patrick being my dad's name, I played along. In the deepest voice my twelve year old vocal chords could muster, I replied "I missed you too."
That response, those words, would change my life forever. They were the key that unlocked the door to a world of experience I could only imagine until that very moment.
She replied, not with words, but with a kiss. Her lips against mine, her sleepy moans, her hands pulling me closer, it all happened at once. Still, I could only enjoy it for a short time as I figured she'd know I wasn't my father if I didn't kiss her like he did. Being that I've never missed him like I was kissing her, I didn't know how to emulate him. So I just did what came naturally and hoped she wouldn't stop me. After a couple of more kisses, we went to sleep.
The next day was normal. Nothing that happened the previous night had even been brought up. Eve didn't say anything about dreaming that my father came back, or anything. Just a normal day. That night, however, would change everything.
I followed the same routine as I had before. I tried going to sleep downstairs, then ventured upstairs when the cold became unbearable. Again, I was greeted with my father's name and a gentle kiss. I went along expecting more kisses and then falling asleep. Things were different this time though. In the middle of making out, she stopped and said "I know who you are." My heart stopped for about 15 seconds. She sat up and started talking. I don't remember a single thing she said. I just remember being scared out of my mind and trying to figure out how to get out of this situation alive. Whatever was said, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. She acknowledged the situation, and asked if I wanted to go further. What else could I say, but yes? What immediately followed was a lesson in foreplay.
I asked if I could touch her boob.
She said yes.
I asked, with all seriousness, "Does it matter which one?"
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She said "Forget it, everything has to be a joke with you." Again, heartbroken, disappointed, and confused (because I really did want to know), I rolled over and mumbled "I ruin everything," like a twelve year old who just missed out on touching his first real boob would. Then she grabbed my hand, said "it's okay," and put it on her chest. I fondled and kissed her for a while and when the question came up for the last time about my readiness, I said yes. With that, she took off her panties. I took of my whitey tighties. Then she told me to get on top of her and lead me inside of her. The sex couldn't have lasted that long. At the end I was about to cum, and she told me to cum inside of her. Knowing enough about the birds and the bees to know where babies come from, I pulled out came on the bed sheets and rolled over. She asked why I did that, and I explained that I didn't want to get her pregnant (obviously). She explained that that couldn't happen for some reason (either birth control or a medical reason). I asked if we could do it again. She replied, astonished, "you're still hard?" I said yes, then got right back on top of her. What followed was hours of uninterrupted fucking. I came multiple times inside of her and stayed hard after each time. When we finally did stop, it was out of exhaustion more than anything. The act was complete. I was no longer a virgin. I was also "the other man." Life was about to get very complicated.