so its 1:45am on my birthday. had some great birthday sex last night. then i couldnt fall asleep. have alot on my mind with not having a full time job anymore, trying to get back into school for the fall, STRESSED OUT. came on to post whats on my mind because i dont tell anyone and i think its whats been keeping me awake at night and sleeping on the couch during the day. having a great summer so far, even with the job loss. im kinda glad i lost it. i was feeling like i was in a dead end situation and i needed to get moving on doing something i love. i dont plan on things going for the better right away but i feel this is a move in the right direction for me. i have been neglecting the SG page not because i dont love it just been too busy. i think i need to get back to this page and share my thoughts on life and get some feedback.