i'm scared of being forgotten
i'm scared of being alone tonight and every night of my life
i pray things will be alright
at least i try
i never seem to get it right
i wasn't looking for perfection
to say the least i thought i'd seen it all
but then this took me by suprise
and now i dream about dreamy eyes
i never...
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i'm scared of being alone tonight and every night of my life
i pray things will be alright
at least i try
i never seem to get it right
i wasn't looking for perfection
to say the least i thought i'd seen it all
but then this took me by suprise
and now i dream about dreamy eyes
i never...
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bigchill2k:
Thats some good shit girl - chin up 
I surrender. I'm sick of runnen around. This isn't really an over reaction (incase you didn't know, women never over react) lol but it is a white flag. i shouldn't have to chase. so i'm saying fuck it.
you want me?
come get me.
you want me?
come get me.
v8dreaming:
tag, you're it!
i don't know how this happens but I keep getting taken for rides on this whole work thing. I mean, I'm ready to work for my money, I'm not out to find a get rich quick scheme. I want to be involved in a company that is legit and it out to better society yah know? one way or another. First I think I find...
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I just had the mose awesome jam out session on the way back from dropping my application off at Starbucks. Fucking Rage, Coffe, and Cigarettes. A morning can't get much better than that I tell you what. I was rocken out thrashen around to Rage Against the Machine - Take the Power Back. It was awesome. haha some punkers were outside throwen shit around outside...
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bigchill2k:
Rage fuckin rocks! Its good to see some fellow GA folk 'round here 
tecumseh1981:
Havent heard RATM in a long time. I much prefer Audioslave now. No longer into that communist style music.
Starbucks is supposed to be a real good company to work for. My cousin works for one in El Paso and they treat their employees very well.
Have you tried Panera Bread? I work at one and I enjoy it. The company is not to bad to work for but it is food service. What kind of skills do you have?
Look up a company called Manpower if you get real desperate.
Cheers.
Starbucks is supposed to be a real good company to work for. My cousin works for one in El Paso and they treat their employees very well.
Have you tried Panera Bread? I work at one and I enjoy it. The company is not to bad to work for but it is food service. What kind of skills do you have?
Look up a company called Manpower if you get real desperate.
Cheers.
I'm thanking Wes for giving me a topic to write about tonight lol. The love of my life.
let's stick together till the war is won me and you we gonna fight together we gonna fight forever until the war is won now you and me and friends and family we gonna stick together till the war is done
The love of my life honestly,...
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let's stick together till the war is won me and you we gonna fight together we gonna fight forever until the war is won now you and me and friends and family we gonna stick together till the war is done
The love of my life honestly,...
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tecumseh1981:
Its often best to not try to get involved with friends no matter how much you want to, I learned it the hard way.
Anyways I am off to bed. Just saying hello.
Anyways I am off to bed. Just saying hello.
Frustrated Incorperated (gotta love Clerks II that shit is the bomb diggity haha)
Alright well, I did pick up applications for both Starbucks and Barnes and Noble, and both said they were done hiring until february of march, but the guy at starbucks took the time to ask me my name and said if i filled out the application and brought it back he'd give...
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Alright well, I did pick up applications for both Starbucks and Barnes and Noble, and both said they were done hiring until february of march, but the guy at starbucks took the time to ask me my name and said if i filled out the application and brought it back he'd give...
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nanookyeux:
i meant that i AM in love with. this red shirt is like....my favorite!!!
i think it would be accurate to say that men have terrorised my life. from the day i lost my virginity on, nothing but tortures coming in small packages of pleasures. and me, tolerant, patient, eduring, continued to play what games the men provided. it was entertaining, distracting, even addictive for awhile. now.......now men seem as folly pawns in my chess game. queen to place,...
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bb:
Good luck in the job search and the book treasure hunt!
(no terrorism intended)
(no terrorism intended)
I'm calling this entry: Moody Bitch
Okay so i have mood swings like no other. That's okay with me. Long as I get over the bad spells yah know?
So I didn't take a bath, I took a shower, and it made all the difference. I'm not really a bath person anyway. I went to my "other house"' and got all my little bathroom amenities...
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Okay so i have mood swings like no other. That's okay with me. Long as I get over the bad spells yah know?
So I didn't take a bath, I took a shower, and it made all the difference. I'm not really a bath person anyway. I went to my "other house"' and got all my little bathroom amenities...
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so this whole lacto-vegetarian/ chicken every other day diet has started out on a rocky course. yesterday i kept it in mind and didn't drink anything but water
you know what. fuck that jabber. here's the nitty gritty of it.
I feel like shit. I look like shit. Shit shit shit shit shit
that's my life at the moment.
i want to go home. but...
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you know what. fuck that jabber. here's the nitty gritty of it.
I feel like shit. I look like shit. Shit shit shit shit shit
that's my life at the moment.
i want to go home. but...
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So yoga was kind of a bust today. The instructor was going so fast and I could follow her instructions cause she was talking like a damn valley girl recovering from a bad acid trip. ew. i found the old link to the video i USED to use but the link is no longer valid for the video. so sad. I love Hatha yoga. but...
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tecumseh1981:
Wow. Being a stoner lifeguard... just so typical.
It sucks not having a car. I know what your going through.
Vegetarian diet? Why you look fine. But either way its supposed to be healthier but I doubt it. I took a nutrition class. It was very interesting but I would not suggest dieting without talking to a nutritionist. You might want to cut out smoking altogether. I am a reformed smoker as of 01/07/06 and it sucks. I want a fucking smoke every goddamn day. But its just saying no. I havent had a smoke (save for a crappy cigar) since I decided to quit. You will feel a lot better and have more energy. I didnt use my excess energy to do much but sit on my ass and watch more tv!
I tried yoga once. I thought I died. Its hard to do that.
Anyways cheers.
It sucks not having a car. I know what your going through.
Vegetarian diet? Why you look fine. But either way its supposed to be healthier but I doubt it. I took a nutrition class. It was very interesting but I would not suggest dieting without talking to a nutritionist. You might want to cut out smoking altogether. I am a reformed smoker as of 01/07/06 and it sucks. I want a fucking smoke every goddamn day. But its just saying no. I havent had a smoke (save for a crappy cigar) since I decided to quit. You will feel a lot better and have more energy. I didnt use my excess energy to do much but sit on my ass and watch more tv!
I tried yoga once. I thought I died. Its hard to do that.
Anyways cheers.
So i had this crazy dream last night that i was in my old dormroom, except my former 3 bedroom apartment dorm had extended to hold all the dorms in the hall weird. so i'm checking out my new efficiency apartment and i notice that a corner of the bed dips because it's broken, and there are cracks in the wall and the door sticks...
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tecumseh1981:
I dont know what to say about your dream. But it is the kind of thing that scares most men.
I hope that you shower at least...
Well its hard to admit you made a mistake. But you have to ask yourself did you? Will all of the hard work pay off? I am sure that you will be fine. As I said earlier you cant just move in and expect to know everyone.
I made a lot of friends my first year in the dorm by getting a couple of cases of beer. Then I walked down the hall and knocked on every door. When the door opened I invited everyone in their over to my room for a beer. Needless to say I made friends quick because I was hospitable and had good beer. (Most brought shitty beer!) It will work.
There is nothing wrong with looking out for number one. It kind of sounds like your feeling guilty for it. Dont. I can tell you that most people who look out for someone else eventually get hurt when that person does not look out for them. And there is noone else you have to look out for is there? If not then fuck it... enjoy yourself. And remember that you have to look out for yourself before you can look out for anyone else.
Enjoy your yoga.
I hope that you shower at least...
Well its hard to admit you made a mistake. But you have to ask yourself did you? Will all of the hard work pay off? I am sure that you will be fine. As I said earlier you cant just move in and expect to know everyone.
I made a lot of friends my first year in the dorm by getting a couple of cases of beer. Then I walked down the hall and knocked on every door. When the door opened I invited everyone in their over to my room for a beer. Needless to say I made friends quick because I was hospitable and had good beer. (Most brought shitty beer!) It will work.
There is nothing wrong with looking out for number one. It kind of sounds like your feeling guilty for it. Dont. I can tell you that most people who look out for someone else eventually get hurt when that person does not look out for them. And there is noone else you have to look out for is there? If not then fuck it... enjoy yourself. And remember that you have to look out for yourself before you can look out for anyone else.
Enjoy your yoga.
god i want to do this so bad. i did fill out an application to be a suicide girl and they did reply requesting a set of photos, but i don't know any photographers i'm comfortable with and haven't met anybody here yet that rocks the make up stand. le sigh. what to do what to do. and i need some friends! what's the point...
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