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Why can't I change my favorite friends? Is it the new ui?
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flyer:
smile happy birthday! smile
gigondas:
Damn, sorry I missed your birthday. Hope you had a great one and that you are well. biggrin
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Alright, so the past 2 weeks I've somewhat distanced myself from the site, a bit.
I have had some passing self esteem issues of late, and yes, I am shallow enough to admit that seeing a plethora of skinny legged, flat tummied, perky assed wee girls have kind of blown some wind out of my sails.

This sounds so ridiculous, even as I type it...
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optimusmime:
We've already discussed at length my thoughts in response to your feelings about the site. Please don't jump to labeling your feelings as "ridiculous" or "silly", if those are the labels you're using. As far as dealing with the pain of your mom's passing, you know I'm always here for whatever you need, that goes without saying.

And you pretty fucking awesome, yourself.
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So today I cut off a foot of hair, and it's going to be donated to Locks of Love. ^_^
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brielle:
Hell-o new friend!..Ohh Locks of Love...thats Awsome!
vaughannegut:
dewd...i meant to say that your hair looks awesome. optimusmime is a lucky guy...smile oh yeah, and way to go with the charity...
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Today is the one year anniversary of my mother's death; more specifically, the one year anniversary of my mother's death, which was the result of a suicide by hanging.

I feel kind of numb today, more listless than usual, at least mentally. Maybe I didn't sleep all that well last night. Who knows.

I do know I miss her, more than anything in the world;...
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kidego:
wow, yesterday must have been a very trying day for you, but from the looks of it, you have a guy who you can lean on when life might seem to get you down. Thats great. I hope you don't dwell on the negativity too much, and just appreciate the good things/times
bromopar:
I'm sorry for your loss. Suicide is a tough one to take but with any luck she is as you hope at peace where she is now in her new existence. This may sound strange but now is a time of joyful remembrance. Rember her for the good things you know in your heart and the blessed memories you shared with her in life. You are well, she is well and life rolls on.
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Hokay, I saw the new movie, Blades of Glory tonight with the BF.
Funny movie.

Best part, however, was when Pammy from 'The Office', opens her hotel room wide open, and is wearing a corset/bodice, lovely frilly underwear, and thigh highs and heels. My jaw dropped to the ground, and a very audible "Wow..." escaped my lover's lips. She looked so amazing. So very different...
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brisette:
Yeah, men thongs aren't really that hot, at all actually.
vanish:
i have to disagree... men's boxer briefs are so incredibly sexy to me... love
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I love it when my boyfriend rocks out to Dragonforce. love
optimusmime:
I love it when you walk in front of me. love love love
bromopar:
I've never heard of them personally but I can see how you would enjoy watching your guy rock out.
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We just watched "An Inconvenient Truth" tonight.

Whatever feeling I had previous of "I feel like I'm not doing enough", has now turned into "I feel like I'm not doing anything". blackeyed

Why the hell are so many people against the idea of global warming?
What is the big freaking deal to admitting it is real, and then doing something about it?
Why do I feel...
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kidego:
what I don't understand is that nobody really debates that the pollutants were emitting can't possibly be GOOD for the atmosphere.. yet nobody wants to do anything about fixing it. They just want to argue whether they feel the pollutants are contributing to the issue of global warming. Lets look at facts.. your polluting the air that I have to breathe... please stop.. I don't really care if you think its causing global warming or not.
gigondas:
That's great that your name has real personal significance about it. Mine just what I used to call me and my best frien when we aere at the bar(every night) and not dating anyone.
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So crap much in my brain right now.

I wish I wasn't so fucked up in the head sometimes.


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dark_templar:
My buddy lived across the street from the Prune Yard.........

.............that place would drive you crazy when you had a good buzz, especially when it came to parkingwink
subnatural:
Some of the best people are fucked up in the head.

I know I am.
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Windows Vista is pissing me off.

-.-
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vaughannegut:
that's why you go OS X...w00T
punt:
I've never used Windows Vista. I hope I never have to!

She IS adorable...

MUST MEEET HER....
MUST MEEET HER....
MUST MEEET HER....
robot robot robot

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I'm sensitive today.

I went into the laundry room at my complex, only to find that one of the two dryers I had occupied was now empty.

Immediately tearful, I realized that I was being ridiculous, but still felt the need to cry a bit over it, and to accept the loving embrace of my one and only.

I'm sensitive today.

Then giggled a bit,...
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optimusmime:
I'm sorry that our fight had to be the catalyst for some of these realizations. I still don't know if I'm entirely comfortable with how readily you seem to be embracing radical change in your life because of those realizations; I still maintain that what we discussed in San Francisco was equal parts miscommunication and actual problem, and what problem there wasn't just your problem to deal with.

Regardless, I promise you that I am looking at my own life and my own thought processes to see what changes I can make to make sure that we never have to do something like this again, if we choose not to. And I am and will be here for you should you need me for support or just hugs and kisses along the way.
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vanish:
your tattoo is beautiful ~ and yes, growth spurts hurt, the best i can think of to say is "trust the process" a phrase which is almost always a mystery, but in the past few years making more and more sense, and breakthroughs less and less tragic. namaste.
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Once there was a beautiful woman by the name of Ye-ma-ya, who looked into the waters of the ocean. There She saw Her own reflection and asked, "Who is that beautiful woman? I thought I was the prettiest thing that the World had ever seen!"

And as She looked on that woman there came a rumbling in Her belly and it grew and it grew...
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zoidberg79:
your first blog entry ever?
zoidberg79:
then good luck with the blogging experience!