so true to what seems to be the theme of this past week, i ran into...yep, you got it, another frard from high school. last night. the deerhoof show.
she was one of 6 others (all girls!) i had AP studio art with senior year.
i can't fucking believe some of the shit she remembered about me...like what my out going message was on my...
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she was one of 6 others (all girls!) i had AP studio art with senior year.
i can't fucking believe some of the shit she remembered about me...like what my out going message was on my...
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today seems to be the today for running into people.
as i rounded the corner at the medical center to find my way to suite 2B i heard a voice declare my name and looked up to see this beautiful asian girl which it took me about a nanosecond to realise was my old high school frard J---. the first thing she said was: 'i...
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as i rounded the corner at the medical center to find my way to suite 2B i heard a voice declare my name and looked up to see this beautiful asian girl which it took me about a nanosecond to realise was my old high school frard J---. the first thing she said was: 'i...
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joyrider:
it's fun to find the lost ones. yeah!
boojiboy:
Speaking of old, but not so old frards...
it's nice to see you again. And I wish the anniversary didn't go the route they did after the first album.
x,
boo
it's nice to see you again. And I wish the anniversary didn't go the route they did after the first album.
x,
boo
right now, i am feeling incredibly guilty.
and there are about four people on this earth who know exactly why.
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p.s. for those of you who were wondering, i've decided to move to new york.
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toiletooth:
r0w r0w r0w yR boaT gently and don't feel guilt.
feel neaT.
~toiLeTs.
feel neaT.
~toiLeTs.
tunnelslats:
So it's the urchin that makes you feel guilty, is it?
it matters little that the world is your oyster
when you are violently allergic to seafood.
when you are violently allergic to seafood.
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nerdboy2345:
hey girl, time to update
miss_piss:
miss?
um...
things have been pretty bad. to the point that i am now debating cancelling my trip. i'm just too overwhelmed right now and a total mess. i really don't know what to do any more. i've never cancelled a trip in my life for anything. i've gone to foreign countries alone without problem, so i have no idea why i feel so compelled to...
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things have been pretty bad. to the point that i am now debating cancelling my trip. i'm just too overwhelmed right now and a total mess. i really don't know what to do any more. i've never cancelled a trip in my life for anything. i've gone to foreign countries alone without problem, so i have no idea why i feel so compelled to...
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invinoveritas:
just remember that you are not only a Frard but the Best Frard this DeathRockDanceHall knows and is convinced you can conquer any endover you encounter.
The verisimilitude of amiability...you are.
The verisimilitude of amiability...you are.
dollface:
you know, i think it is because of our birthday.
i have also been plagued by the repetition of life and the sensitive being.
i have a habit of smoking a lot of pot to numb the neverending thoughts in my head, or over indulging in food, drink, etc.
i just started taking zoloft. supposedly it is going to help me.
i don't know.
what i do know is that travel is the healer of my soul. sometimes you have to leave to know where you want to be.
i have also been plagued by the repetition of life and the sensitive being.
i have a habit of smoking a lot of pot to numb the neverending thoughts in my head, or over indulging in food, drink, etc.
i just started taking zoloft. supposedly it is going to help me.
i don't know.
what i do know is that travel is the healer of my soul. sometimes you have to leave to know where you want to be.
um...
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oak:
Don't look at me.
-nothing cool on eBay fits. THis dress.
lovely. but way too big. this jacket- i WILL get it. and get it tailored. i find it all so ironic that the clothes that come up under the keyword 'twiggy' would never have actually fit the real twiggy. if they had perhaps i'd have a shot at finding something that fitz.
-i gonna move. i hopes sooner...
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indigoboy:
Great jacket.
Don't forget - www.esnipe.com
This is the secret weapon for acquiring eBay stuff.
Good luck!
Don't forget - www.esnipe.com
This is the secret weapon for acquiring eBay stuff.
Good luck!
tunnelslats:
You were looking at Fassbinder films too? My head...it's spinning!
Of course it's a monkey! Does a hamster say "oooaaa?"
Of course it's a monkey! Does a hamster say "oooaaa?"
people are rarely what they seem.
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tunnelslats:
You just hit the nail on the head, and made my night in the process.
You just hit the nail on the head, and made my night in the process.
black_tar_heroin:
i am fake
yesterday i went to graceland cemetary.
not the one where elvis is buried, but this huge well-kept graveyard in chicago.
there are trees there. and grass. and bushes. and a big pond. and all the buildings and noises in the city around it are practically blocked out. all you hear are the leaves being rustled by the wind.
in this city, that's practically a national...
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not the one where elvis is buried, but this huge well-kept graveyard in chicago.
there are trees there. and grass. and bushes. and a big pond. and all the buildings and noises in the city around it are practically blocked out. all you hear are the leaves being rustled by the wind.
in this city, that's practically a national...
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n:
me posting naked and/or nude pictures of myself in my livejournal??
shyeah right frard. in your dreams.
shyeah right frard. in your dreams.
nerdboy2345:
so how did the fruit from a cemetary taste? well fertilized there
ennui.
ah \\\
a / fate/ worse
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ah \\\
a / fate/ worse
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invinoveritas:
From the Old French verb a noun meaning worry, boredom was derived, which became ennui in modern French. This noun, with the sense boredom, was borrowed into English in the 18th century, perhaps filling a need in polite, cultivated society. This horror plagues my soul like the depths of the sea beckons each primal entity to it's eternal abyss.
(In a lovecraftian sense anyways :smile
(In a lovecraftian sense anyways :smile
johncocktoastin:
i was telling the duder to come to sd
he said he might in aug...
i await your arrival....
he said he might in aug...
i await your arrival....
**i love going to a show where the opening bands just blow you away. such was last night. i was totally floored by this local band called the gardeners. one kick ass band for their first show, and only 2 months together. i asked them where they're playing next, and of course, they have no idea. 
**teaching myself photoshop. its one of my favorite toys...
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**teaching myself photoshop. its one of my favorite toys...
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joyrider:
not to get into specifics, but i think the whole ubermench thing has been totally misinterpreted. nietzsche hated german nationalism, and the nazis would've made him sick. he reversed his earlier anti-semitism after he broke ranks with wagner, but people don't really acknowledge that for some reason.
he was an idiot about women, but then most 19th century european males were. i don't like that aspect much.
/pedantic
he was an idiot about women, but then most 19th century european males were. i don't like that aspect much.
/pedantic
d34dfish:
that was a great show all around, the gardeners were fun and pretty interesting as well.
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hey i innint knew there was a 'my pics' option in the gerbils.
ps i am in an annoying mood, so if i write overzealous, hyperactive shiznats in your gerbils today i apologize
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hey i innint knew there was a 'my pics' option in the gerbils.
ps i am in an annoying mood, so if i write overzealous, hyperactive shiznats in your gerbils today i apologize
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thirtyseven:
ok. tuesday i will have sideburn thingies and not much else.
it's on.
it's on.
catdad:
Yes, I miss her too. Her journals were unmatched. And she's still my favorite strictly based on looks. But in reading her livejournal from time to time, she just seems bent on having drama in her life. And not particularly healthy drama. I wish her well, though.
PDX is pretty cool. In a sense, it's a microcosm because it is mostly liberal allowing many different people and ideas to flourish on their own. But it is sort of small. Voltaire grew to hate it for various reasons. Lack of sun/abundance of rain at times. Too few things to do, places to go - once you've been here a little while you've seen and done just about everything. I think that is a reasonable complaint, especially from people who have lived in bigger cities. Portland's nightlife is pretty low-key. But, many fall in love with the attitudes and the smallishness and the green. If SGHQ was still here, it would have been nice for you to make it out for the 2nd anniversary party.
Apparently the restaurant we ate at has been there for many years. But, as the migrant population has increased, we are seeing more and more hole-in-the-wall Mexican places, many of which are quite good. And some of the carts on the sidewalk downtown are supposed to be very good as well - all ethnicities. However, I'm living vicariously through my friend K on that - she works down there and tells me about them.
PDX is pretty cool. In a sense, it's a microcosm because it is mostly liberal allowing many different people and ideas to flourish on their own. But it is sort of small. Voltaire grew to hate it for various reasons. Lack of sun/abundance of rain at times. Too few things to do, places to go - once you've been here a little while you've seen and done just about everything. I think that is a reasonable complaint, especially from people who have lived in bigger cities. Portland's nightlife is pretty low-key. But, many fall in love with the attitudes and the smallishness and the green. If SGHQ was still here, it would have been nice for you to make it out for the 2nd anniversary party.
Apparently the restaurant we ate at has been there for many years. But, as the migrant population has increased, we are seeing more and more hole-in-the-wall Mexican places, many of which are quite good. And some of the carts on the sidewalk downtown are supposed to be very good as well - all ethnicities. However, I'm living vicariously through my friend K on that - she works down there and tells me about them.
Professor T. J. Teru was a character in the ZBS Adventures series Ruby. Being a radio serial, my then girlfriend and I assumed the name was somewhat exotic and would have to have an H in there somewhere. We were wrong. Anyway, that's how he got the name.