Today is interesting because my boss just taped me to my chair. Yes, you are reading that correctly. I can't really move much. So, I type. It's rainy today, that makes me happy. Gym was good last night, my body aches, but there is definite improvement, soon I will be able to do backflips off the floor, sweetness. Had a massive stack too, pretty funny, thats what happens when you don't commit to a flip. Dinner tonight, looking forward to it muchly. Party tomorrow, then phoenix, then 299, should be good. There is one black cloud hanging over my head, something that seems to be apparent to everyone but myself. I'll see how things run though, instead of running from things. Keeping in mind how my actions will affect people, this is the new me y'know, I sort shit out now. I'm pretty scared and confused though, I'll admit that, I'm not a hero. It seems that even clean living (as I call it) presents it's fair share of obstacles (albeit less nerve, body and spirit wracking). Oh, I dropped my mp3 player and broke it, I have no music at work, I think I may very well be slowly going mad.