FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, the so called "GIRL" of my dreams is with someone else. This I knew a few week ago when she told me. I worked with before she quit and never went after her until then. We started talking earlier summer and it blossomed into something....I thought. We have so much in common its insane. Thats the day my school boy crush turned into straight out hardcore feelings. I told her I liked her and how I thought she was gorgeous and beautiful and amazing......... She wanted me to come over one day and watch scary movies something we had in common and as I was on my way she bails on me, every fucking day that week she bailed. When I was in town she wanted to hang out for a few before she went to work and she never picked up the phone to text me back or when I called her. I waited a good 30 minutes for her ass and still not a fucking thing. Whenever she would feel down or depressed she talked to me, not her douche bag of a BFat the time.... She texted me to say she was "SINGLE" and to come over and hang out. Thats when I thought things were going good......NOPE ....again she bails. Not even a fucking week later maybe 3 days she's with someone else another douche bag. I like(ed) her a lot, she's amazing to talk to, we both agreed we have that connection
I still kinda want to be friends because I've never meet anyone else who I liked and had the same interests as me. That sound weird or crazy. Everyone else I talk to say I say I am.
I dont want to tell her to go fuck off, I've done that before, became the asshole women don't want to see from men. I'm not that guy, I'm nice and caring.......WHY IS IT THAT NICE GUYS DO FINISH LAST.
I guess I'm just a lonely hopeless romantic....sorry I'm not an asshole :
So, the so called "GIRL" of my dreams is with someone else. This I knew a few week ago when she told me. I worked with before she quit and never went after her until then. We started talking earlier summer and it blossomed into something....I thought. We have so much in common its insane. Thats the day my school boy crush turned into straight out hardcore feelings. I told her I liked her and how I thought she was gorgeous and beautiful and amazing......... She wanted me to come over one day and watch scary movies something we had in common and as I was on my way she bails on me, every fucking day that week she bailed. When I was in town she wanted to hang out for a few before she went to work and she never picked up the phone to text me back or when I called her. I waited a good 30 minutes for her ass and still not a fucking thing. Whenever she would feel down or depressed she talked to me, not her douche bag of a BFat the time.... She texted me to say she was "SINGLE" and to come over and hang out. Thats when I thought things were going good......NOPE ....again she bails. Not even a fucking week later maybe 3 days she's with someone else another douche bag. I like(ed) her a lot, she's amazing to talk to, we both agreed we have that connection
I still kinda want to be friends because I've never meet anyone else who I liked and had the same interests as me. That sound weird or crazy. Everyone else I talk to say I say I am.
I dont want to tell her to go fuck off, I've done that before, became the asshole women don't want to see from men. I'm not that guy, I'm nice and caring.......WHY IS IT THAT NICE GUYS DO FINISH LAST.
I guess I'm just a lonely hopeless romantic....sorry I'm not an asshole :
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sorry to hear things are hard