well here it is...another night spent wasted on the internet. i donno why i continue to do this shit. bleh
i think i just need better drugs.
i dont even know why my tortured body continues to slave over this keyboard like a child making soccer balls...or a 13 yr old boy who just discovered what his right hand and the porns his dad has stashed under the cabinet next to the sink in the bathroom are really for......can we say future cock boys of america? somebodys gotta do the job......and yet i thought i was tired before.....but like that boy we just keep jerkin it.....
but somehow i have mustered up some sorta dark force within me to carouse the interweb dilligently for people as fucked up and fiendish as myself to make my pathetic existance and corrupted mind seem less disturbed....
and god damn it...after 19 different crappy anal rape white on black porns on a randomly searched free amature site and a few disturbed blogs about wanting to sleep with old ladies while standing outside a lesbian bar with a box of wine and fake bdsm ads on the ever entertaining craigslist, i am finally satiated and tired....or atleast for the night. then again tommorrow always brings on a new kid of excitment.
dont fucking quite yer day jobs.
sorry this is me past the cutsey omg i love you all side....
i prefer this side of me. were all the future harvey dents of america. it doesnt take two faces to have 10 personalities...
ill write more when my mind isnt over thinking itself. i feel like my thought patterns are tripping over cracks like a half naked drunk homeless man someone slipped some roofies and cheap booze and then sent to church on sunday.
blah.
goodnight.
i think i just need better drugs.
i dont even know why my tortured body continues to slave over this keyboard like a child making soccer balls...or a 13 yr old boy who just discovered what his right hand and the porns his dad has stashed under the cabinet next to the sink in the bathroom are really for......can we say future cock boys of america? somebodys gotta do the job......and yet i thought i was tired before.....but like that boy we just keep jerkin it.....
but somehow i have mustered up some sorta dark force within me to carouse the interweb dilligently for people as fucked up and fiendish as myself to make my pathetic existance and corrupted mind seem less disturbed....
and god damn it...after 19 different crappy anal rape white on black porns on a randomly searched free amature site and a few disturbed blogs about wanting to sleep with old ladies while standing outside a lesbian bar with a box of wine and fake bdsm ads on the ever entertaining craigslist, i am finally satiated and tired....or atleast for the night. then again tommorrow always brings on a new kid of excitment.
dont fucking quite yer day jobs.
sorry this is me past the cutsey omg i love you all side....
i prefer this side of me. were all the future harvey dents of america. it doesnt take two faces to have 10 personalities...
ill write more when my mind isnt over thinking itself. i feel like my thought patterns are tripping over cracks like a half naked drunk homeless man someone slipped some roofies and cheap booze and then sent to church on sunday.
blah.
goodnight.
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Denial and satisfaction are two very good methods for testing the limitations of one's psyche. When you find you can no longer stand to live or stand awake your limits are set. I have found no limitations in death or sleep.