I'm in one hell of mood right now.
I guess because the weather is very fall like ... or maybe because I was just back home.
But I miss him. You know ... the one who said 'I love you' without saying a word. Yeah that one.
It's been over two years since I've even talked to him ... and I've been dreaming about him...
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I guess because the weather is very fall like ... or maybe because I was just back home.
But I miss him. You know ... the one who said 'I love you' without saying a word. Yeah that one.
It's been over two years since I've even talked to him ... and I've been dreaming about him...
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If I had money I would be waisting it on this.
shadowslady:
from one annoyed st louisian who is depressed and bored of the weather could i humbly ask for a butt shot ..... i love your body<espeically the eyes> LESIGH pretty please?? ill trade ya one 
.... fuck this and fuck that .... fuck it all and fuck the fucking brat.
A kiss to who ever can tell me what song that is... my undying respect if you tell me what comes next
A kiss to who ever can tell me what song that is... my undying respect if you tell me what comes next
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anticus:
She don't wanna baby that looks like that
I don't wanna baby that looks like that
Bodies by the Sex Pistols
Coming for my undyingly respectful kiss, babydoll.
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I don't wanna baby that looks like that
Bodies by the Sex Pistols
Coming for my undyingly respectful kiss, babydoll.
[Edited on Aug 05, 2004 1:25PM]
armadillofuzz:
sorry, they beat me.
I had a very bitter/sweet trip this weekend ... the good stuff :
~ Finding many fab things for Dead Wood Park.
~ Seeing Six Inch Punch at Wake The Dead.
~ Spending time with my two cousins Cassidy and Sammy Joe.
~ Having anticus call me when I got home.
Bad stuff :
~ Being back in the town I grew up in....
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~ Finding many fab things for Dead Wood Park.
~ Seeing Six Inch Punch at Wake The Dead.
~ Spending time with my two cousins Cassidy and Sammy Joe.
~ Having anticus call me when I got home.
Bad stuff :
~ Being back in the town I grew up in....
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anticus:
Yes, dear. Why? You wanna call and take advantage of me here, too?
deceptiviewfilm:
that sucks. I hate it when my family gives me the"film" talk. FUCK THEM!!! Do what you love. I know I love film. You seem to love it too.!!!!
This will be my last post before I leave this weekend. I'm trucking up to IL , land of corn and sorrow to buy props for DEADWOOD PARK
Other news ... I'm already getting work as freelance writer ... not bad eh?
I'm gonna make it after all ...
Oh not the would ever betray Mr.Glover ... but I saw Clay Pigeons last night for...
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Other news ... I'm already getting work as freelance writer ... not bad eh?
I'm gonna make it after all ...
Oh not the would ever betray Mr.Glover ... but I saw Clay Pigeons last night for...
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deceptiviewfilm:
GO On!!! CONGRATS ON EVERYTHING. I"M HAPPY FOR YOU. Miss talking to you though.... 
anticus:
Dear Flirty McFlirterson,
I like when you boss me around.
Love,
Me
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I like when you boss me around.
Love,
Me
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Alright folks ... you can all see me naked now.
Mind you this set was taken before I was a member ... and I now see what I did wrong/right.
But regardless ... enjoy !
Mind you this set was taken before I was a member ... and I now see what I did wrong/right.
But regardless ... enjoy !
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pirateking8:
:passes ice cup,and bottle of whiskey:
This will help too,And damn your SEXY, I do think that the pics need to be bigger though..
Take care kid
-SUPERMAN-
This will help too,And damn your SEXY, I do think that the pics need to be bigger though..
Take care kid
-SUPERMAN-
anticus:
Your pix make me want to bite you. Is that wrong?
Mmmmm...nekkie midget!
[Edited on Jul 26, 2004 4:02PM]
Mmmmm...nekkie midget!
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Thanks to everyone for the support ! You guys ROCK !!! With in the week I'll put up my first set "Army Brat" as a big fatie THANK YOU !!! ... well that and anticus has been bugging me for it !
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richard_:
Ah.....HA....HAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! St. Luey huh... Lemme see, i was hatched there, had me first kiss there, saw my first corpse there, picked a few flowers, took a few flowers, watched a few more flowers grow, and stayed hopelessly fucking lost the entire fucking time. But, in the end.....St. Louis will always have a place deep within my bones. Big what up to missfortyfive where the arch is!
philopoet:
Cool photos there from your easter page, good atmosphere.
Today I quite my last fucking retail job. I became a full time film maker. I'm poor ... but I've never felt this alive... ever.
It started with me opening the store today. It was a wreck but I was told not to touch anything because my mangers where doing a floor move. So I went about the daily hum drum ... when suddenly them...
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It started with me opening the store today. It was a wreck but I was told not to touch anything because my mangers where doing a floor move. So I went about the daily hum drum ... when suddenly them...
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stranded:
Baby, it gets better...
you've got nothing to fear if you've nothing to loose...
Admiration.
I'm crossin' paths with you, and maybe I'll meet you.
but...in the MEAN TIME...keep fighting!
you've got nothing to fear if you've nothing to loose...
Admiration.
I'm crossin' paths with you, and maybe I'll meet you.
but...in the MEAN TIME...keep fighting!
anticus:
Are you CRAZY?!!? Go back! Apologize! Beg for their forgiveness and pray they have mercy and give you your job back! You just gave up 6 bucks an hour!
I mean, when they actually decided to pay you.
Good luck, Bats!
I mean, when they actually decided to pay you.
Good luck, Bats!
Word up my home fries !
I'm still recovering from my 12 HOUR BIRTHDAYDAY PARTY ! I'm so not fucking kidding
My house is beyound trashed and my yard is missing a patch of grass 
Highlights inculde ( but are not limited to)
A homemade bomb set off in my yard
My friend making out with a tall british chick in my back yard (...
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I'm still recovering from my 12 HOUR BIRTHDAYDAY PARTY ! I'm so not fucking kidding
My house is beyound trashed and my yard is missing a patch of grass
Highlights inculde ( but are not limited to)
A homemade bomb set off in my yard
My friend making out with a tall british chick in my back yard (...
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armadillofuzz:
sounds like you had a good birthday. rock on.
anticus:
mmmm...little soft, batty hug.
Well I’ve had a very busy past few days …. Some good … some bad … and some just down right ugly.
Pre Production for DEADWOOD PARK is nearing an end … Eric finished up the final draft of the screenplay just yesterday . So I now switch from writer to Production Designer. … which is simply wonderful. I think pre-production is going to be...
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Pre Production for DEADWOOD PARK is nearing an end … Eric finished up the final draft of the screenplay just yesterday . So I now switch from writer to Production Designer. … which is simply wonderful. I think pre-production is going to be...
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aartaxx:
If you don't have a D.P. for Deadwood I'll send a reel. Never been to MO.
stranded:
was it something I said?
all jokes aside: Hope you're having a great B-day night. (may you get what you want) !
Pre-production makes me feel good. It's the same in music; if you don't have some kind of road map you end up with a real big mess when it comes time to mix. (although it's always healthy to allow for a bit of madness to come in to play)!
now I'm sounding like Brian Eno...so I'll wrap this up 'cause I think "intellectuall bass player" is a serious oxymoron.
VIVA ambition!
hey- do you know anything about Final cut Pro?
all jokes aside: Hope you're having a great B-day night. (may you get what you want) !
Pre-production makes me feel good. It's the same in music; if you don't have some kind of road map you end up with a real big mess when it comes time to mix. (although it's always healthy to allow for a bit of madness to come in to play)!
now I'm sounding like Brian Eno...so I'll wrap this up 'cause I think "intellectuall bass player" is a serious oxymoron.
VIVA ambition!
hey- do you know anything about Final cut Pro?
Of course, it's one thing to intellectually understand this emotional/idealizational kind of thing. It doesn't necessarily change the way you feel. But perhaps it can keep you from making a poor decision or two. I used to feel very much like you describe about the woman I mentioned, and I just couldn't process it, no matter how much thinking I did. It seriously screwed up my love life for many years. I was so stuck on this particular fantasy I had made up that looked like this person, that I couldn't take real women for what they were. It only got better in a visceral way once I started working myself ragged in the sculpture studio and writing the stories. Then, somehow, it really sunk in that what I was all swoony, aching and nostalgic about all along was really just a personified part of me. More or less a self-obsession. Good for art, but not good for relating to other people.