Introduction
Bluntly blogging - most of the time I feel honestly disliked, shunned or ignored... Like there is an over all disdain for whatever is in my general direction & I must be invisible or something. ..reality is "not that into you" is an easily understood understatement that I wish I could roll with...."wouldn't rather not see me beat by a flashy pummel stick" was a reality I had to comprehend on Valentine's day & I still couldn't care less. I have to give it up... After several years of this, I can understand that I'm more than unwanted by those I feel I love and could support most. Regardless of my actions or inactions, I am hated & I will continue to be hated & I dont care enough, or maybe I care too much, to change this perception.... I will never be loved by anyone, in a way that will satisfy me... So, piss off & fuck the world.
