My heart is in pieces as my life is now completely devastated... today in the morning at 5.15 o'clock I was awakend by my beloved dog Sheila who was downstairs in the living room making some noise. Nothing unusual, as she had trouble with her hip and couldn't walk properly without help anymore. So she was sleeping in the living room and not anymore in my bed.
So I went down and saw Sheila must have drunk some water and wanted to get back to where she slept, so I helped her. Petted her a bit, gave her a kiss and went back to bed...
And when I came back down an hour later to prepare for the new day I walked up to her and started screaming and crying... she must have passed away in the time shortly after I left her... ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜¡ðŸ˜
I am crying every few minutes and was not able to do anything at work and only sat around trying to figure out what to do... I am a wreck now and I have lost what I loved more than my fucking life... I have lost the most valuable creature in my life, the love of my life which gave me her love without demands and embraced me as I am. She was my light in the darkness... my angel...
I will never forget her kindness and what she has given to me. She will be forever in my heart and it will be even tougher to continue without her as it was not her time... she made my life... she meant the world to me... she was a true unconditional love I fealt not worthy.
I feel miserable because I could not help her more. But still, she will never be forgotten and I will honour her every day.
Run free my love! I swear we will see each other on the other side of the rainbow some day. And then I will never leave you again! I love you! 💔