megean

going to new york this weekend to talk with 'the magazine.'

prospects are not so good. they've hired three people...only looking for one more. i would have to move.

so i'm off to the big apple...gotta play my part as the worm. later, y'all.

two things that courtney love has said have made a profound impression on me.

--i don't really miss god, but i sure miss santa claus

--where the fuck were you when my lights went out?

so...where the fuck were you when my lights went out?

just got done painting my room. see the webcam for piccas. and...uh...i still am pretty pissed with the jobby-job. but i think i love it. all quiet on the love front. apparently guys don't go for girls that are fat and have no hair. go figure.

my cat loves me, and that is all i need.

blarg. i'm gonna draw and try to go to bed early tonight. i was so late for work this morning...

*yawn*

consisting of:

bacon
oreos
ranch dressing
nipwigs

chat was fun. i am tired. g'night y'all.

i have to give my kitty away

my grandmother's in the hospital

i want to move back home because i'm very lonely

i'm going nowhere with my job at PS

i want my mommy

i'm back. i have my period. period. ( . ) That's it. sounds so final.

Like, "Hi, because i'm bleeding, that's the end for me. I'll pack my bags and stop existing."

new york was fun. i had the chance to photograph the members of the casualties, and did, and had fun because i've met them before and we all had good times. i don't...
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off to new york in an hour...still have to pack-ugh. i'm shooting pics in the city for a magazine (not to be mentioned here...kind of thing that would get in trouble for being affiliated with a porn site. pfft.) but all expense paid....stuff is GOOOD. REAL good. like...option to quit my job and photograph for said magazine for the rest of my life gooood. so...
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uploaded more pics. going to bed early. vacation is TWO FUCKING DAYS AWAY! i heart flex time.

hung out with debbie today. we drank and watched jackass the movie again. got chinese food. again. drank some more. went on a drunken skateboarding binge. that was FUN. i think i broke one of my toes, but it was worth it to see one of the kids...
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so. i'm back. i'm sunburnt...again. barf. i don't feel good, and bitchbitchbitch.

got some SERIOUS photos today. art stuff, not pal around stuff. as soon as i get the money to get them developed, i'll put 'em up. as for now, it's time to fire up the ole' digicam and play around. too bad i feel fat today. poo.

my new favorite word is contradiction....
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Once upon a time there was a 22 year old little girl. and she like kittens and pretty draperies and cigarettes and alcohol.

One day, a boy IMed her over the magical machine called a computer. A boy who she'd known for long and long and ever. This boy told the little girl that he loved her, and that if she would grow out her...
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