I just got back from VA beach! It was nice! Our hotel room was across the street from the ocean. And I figured out that I want to join the Coast Guard. I think it would be a lot of fun. Now I just need to learn to swim!!! lol! 
I got the pictures from the story I wrote for Hustler. But apparently a few...
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SURVEY'S MAKE THE WORLD GO 'ROUND!
1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection?:
New Kids on the Block - and i don't care - when you were little you listened to them too - fuck you
2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?:
I don't raid the fridge - I ransack the cookies and ice cream...
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1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection?:
New Kids on the Block - and i don't care - when you were little you listened to them too - fuck you
2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?:
I don't raid the fridge - I ransack the cookies and ice cream...
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lylonijade:
sweet lord that thing was long as hell
mngddss:
Oooh I just love filling out these things. I'll have my answers up sometimes today.
42. Most frivolous purchase?: A pair of boots that cost $1,000 - that to this day, I've never worn.
42. Most frivolous purchase?: A pair of boots that cost $1,000 - that to this day, I've never worn.
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mngddss:
Awww thanks for the good vday wishes and the lovely pictures. Hope yours is fantastic as well.
lylonijade:
Thanks for the bowl of conversation hearts...
here my gift to you I hope it makes you laugh
me with a bouquet of flowers and bad teeth
[Edited on Feb 14, 2005 9:57PM]
here my gift to you I hope it makes you laugh
me with a bouquet of flowers and bad teeth
[Edited on Feb 14, 2005 9:57PM]
**Just thought I'd post a poem I wrote**
Love...
How can you say that you love me unconditionally
When your love comes with so many conditions?
You ask me every day if I love you,and I tell you I do,
But love isn't just something you say -
It's in every color you see and everything you touch -
Everytime you go to the park...
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pumpkineater:
i love this poem
aspen:
so much fun!
Don't you hate it when people purposely fuck with your emotions? Don't you hate it when people aren't supportive of the day to day bull shit you actually go through? If someone asks you about your life, it makes it seem like they actually care. But then this same person turns around and says you're nothing but a "piece of ass". How are you supposed...
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hopelessstar:
That had to be a rough six months..
And, I completely hear you with the emotional games shit. IT really all does just come down to what will make you happy in the long run. Letting someone drive you crazy and bring you grief is never any good.
I need to listen to myself more often.
And, I completely hear you with the emotional games shit. IT really all does just come down to what will make you happy in the long run. Letting someone drive you crazy and bring you grief is never any good.
I need to listen to myself more often.
fallen1carus:
i agree entirely. i've been in 2 relationships that sound exactly like what you just described. i was just so used to being with these people, that i forgot how fucked up they were being to me. i lost sense of reality about the way that decent people actually treat each other, and i didn't do anything about it. both were learning experiences, and i know what to look for now. you already realize it's wrong... i hope ending it goes well. you deserve more.
I got an email from someone I'd recently rejected and this is what it said:
hi,
i know u are a lesbian. but u dont really look it. u strke me like on who was driven into it by circumstance.thats why i took interest in u. i hope u know its a very wrong thing to get into. if u ave lost faith in men...
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hi,
i know u are a lesbian. but u dont really look it. u strke me like on who was driven into it by circumstance.thats why i took interest in u. i hope u know its a very wrong thing to get into. if u ave lost faith in men...
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kristina_c:
No regrets baby. That dickhole got what was comin. That shit he said was offensive as hell and if it were me I'd stomp his balls with my black combat boots. 
So if you need a personal ball-stomper, I'm your gal. 
So if you need a personal ball-stomper, I'm your gal.
wren:
Ha ha! Boys are stoooopid.
I just wrote a story for Hustler but they want pictures to go with them. I'm not a photographer and I don't know where to find models. Can anyone help me out? I need models, a photographer, a place to take pictures lol. Women models only of course - not too much nudity but it's Hustler so who knows.
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stacycats:
hey there. i work for and with several phographers in NY. if you want to write up a little blurb, about what the project is and what you want, i can forward it to them and have interested people contact you directly. you might want to look at a few portfolios before deciding.
madamleslie:
Well let me explain the story. It takes place in a college dorm (on two bunk beds), six girls and one guy with a video camera - use your imagination. Basically, I need to reinact the scene and submit the photos to Hustler. If the photos are approved, the story goes into the magazine. And there is the possibility of a contract with Hustler for more stories and more pictures. Now, none of the models have to have sex or touch each other, they can keep their underwear on - it's completely up to them how far they want to go. The pictures need to be submitted through email so they need to be on a disc. I think that pretty much covers it.
madamleslie:
duh - pictures of me
what i think about late at night...
do you know who your true friends are?
do you know where you're going to be ten years from now?
can you truly love someone without hating them?
is love just a fancy word for compromise?
is sex better when there are no strings attached?
why do things, and then later regret them?
why hold yourself back from...
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do you know who your true friends are?
do you know where you're going to be ten years from now?
can you truly love someone without hating them?
is love just a fancy word for compromise?
is sex better when there are no strings attached?
why do things, and then later regret them?
why hold yourself back from...
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shansaysgo:
yeah? a kid i used to babysit for just added me on MYSPACE
oh gosh...
<3 shannon
oh gosh...
<3 shannon
societyspliers:
do you know who your true friends are? Always learning
do you know where you're going to be ten years from now? Hopefully not too jaded to care
can you truly love someone without hating them? No - the whole yang/yin thing - anything else is apathy
is love just a fancy word for compromise? Love is the set; Compromise is a subset of Love
is sex better when there are no strings attached? Strings? Nothing wrong with bondage!
why do things, and then later regret them? The experience may be worth later regrets
why hold yourself back from something that makes you happy- just because it would make someone else miserable? Because we're all in this together and we need watch each others' backs
would you sacrifice a lifetime of happiness for your best friend? I think I did
would you die for the person you loved? Yes
even if they didn't truly love you back? Yes
would you kill someone for your child? In a heartbeat
would you go to the police if you were raped by a friend? It wouldn't go unpunished
would you pack up everything and leave everyone behind for all the money in the world? No
would you rather be rich or happy? Happy. Actually, both: I WANT IT ALL!!!
would you rather have love or sex? Both. Right now, sex would suffice
wold you rather live or die? Usually live
is it better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all? Yes
if you've never had love to begin with, how do you know what you've lost? You don't, but I think the emptiness would be there
is it better to give trust or have people earn your trust? The 2nd part
why should you trust anyone if everyone you've met has been deceitful? Because if you build a wall too high it keeps both good and bad out. Gotta take a chance or we might as well overdose on Prozac
do you know where you're going to be ten years from now? Hopefully not too jaded to care
can you truly love someone without hating them? No - the whole yang/yin thing - anything else is apathy
is love just a fancy word for compromise? Love is the set; Compromise is a subset of Love
is sex better when there are no strings attached? Strings? Nothing wrong with bondage!
why do things, and then later regret them? The experience may be worth later regrets
why hold yourself back from something that makes you happy- just because it would make someone else miserable? Because we're all in this together and we need watch each others' backs
would you sacrifice a lifetime of happiness for your best friend? I think I did
would you die for the person you loved? Yes
even if they didn't truly love you back? Yes
would you kill someone for your child? In a heartbeat
would you go to the police if you were raped by a friend? It wouldn't go unpunished
would you pack up everything and leave everyone behind for all the money in the world? No
would you rather be rich or happy? Happy. Actually, both: I WANT IT ALL!!!
would you rather have love or sex? Both. Right now, sex would suffice
wold you rather live or die? Usually live
is it better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all? Yes
if you've never had love to begin with, how do you know what you've lost? You don't, but I think the emptiness would be there
is it better to give trust or have people earn your trust? The 2nd part
why should you trust anyone if everyone you've met has been deceitful?
Because if you build a wall too high it keeps both good and bad out. Gotta take a chance or we might as well overdose on Prozac
Congrats on the hustler piece...and that pic of you and this Blythe character was terribly terribly hot...makes me wish I had seen the others.