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Holy shit! What happened to SG while I was away?!

Wish I could say things have been getting better, but everything is still pretty out of wack. It's kind of like a raod march, just keep putting one foot in front of the other until its done. Only, if life were a 12 mile march I'd be somewhere around mile 4...and I'm already almost out...
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societyspliers:
It's good to hear from - I fully understand the lack of motivation. Takes a bit to get out of the ethereal nightmarish ennervating dream state.

Still, glad you checked in!
societyspliers:
Just thinking of you on Fathers' Day and what you must be going through. It must be so much more difficult for you - I didn't get to spend time with my son as his life was taken without him getting to experience life's joys and pains.

I hope you two can focus on and celebrate the fun and Love shared.

*hugs*

Edited for bad typing
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Bad day.

I want to burn it all the the ground. Anyone in?

Fuck fucking Massachusetts fucking red tape.

Her grave marker was placed today....I don't even have words for it.

I've been trying really hard to be a better person, but I'm still pretty unstable...

...make that horribly unstable.

Sorry I haven't been around for comments and such, no net at the new place...
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user304975207:
again, im very sorryfrown

i hope you manage everyday without an assault charge and all the love you can manage.

*hugs*
i_of_the_storm:
O, lunchbox, where art thou?
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I really hope that a not a day passes without tears until the day I myself pass. I never really cried before....now I can't imagine what a day without at least a few shed tears would be like. It would be like a day without sun, a day without release and a day without peace all rolled up into one.

On a happier note, Happy...
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alisa:
it was so much fun! i got to meet so many girls that i never would have before.
tea:
thank you so much for the comment on my set!
<3

love Tea
xo
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Long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long fucking week thus far.

Lots of soul searching...i guess its about time for it.

the only way I can thing to memorialize her is to try to emulate her....try to live my life full of nothing but love, laughter and forgiveness....those were the only...
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belllla:
Beautifully put. I'm sending lots of positive thoughts your way.
bria:
It's good to know that although your heart is broken, it hasn't forgotten what it's there for, to make those around you smile. Giving in to despair and anger get you nowhere. You and your family will continue to be in my prayers.
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Thank you to everyone in the community for your kind words and love. I'd like to thank each of you personally, and will as soon as time allows.

In her eyes my future
Held every promise that a father
Makes to his daughter.
And every smile, cherished
(Though I never knew the extent)
A laugh, even a giggle could
Stop me in my tracks.

Dance...
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bronson:
Gorgeous poem, you're making me cry.

Again, I am so sorry for your loss and I send my deepest condolences!
societyspliers:
I am so sorry. 16 year old tears have resurfaced.
Let the Love of others help;
Though our words seem hollow echoes
Our hearts and thoughts are with you
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Holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit! I had forgot what it felt like to be well rested, and I must say, I missed it. Other than that, it is business as usual.

+ the weather is nice enough to take the kids out pretty much every day. I'm happy to be outdoors for at least a few hours, away from the constant hum...
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cherries:
Stay strong and know a lot of people from this community are keeping you in their thoughts.
greggster:
Last night I held my best friends month old boy in my arms and isntantly fell in love. I can not begin to imagine what you are going through but just know that i am so sorry and you are forever in my prayers.




I would have typed this ealier but i just couldn't..."she is in the arms of the angels....may you find some comfort here"

much love.

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pretty much up since wedensday. sleep tomorrow around 430. looking forward to it. yay!
andvari:
Thanks.
In a moment of complete lying, I claim to have drawn it myself. wink
andvari:
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[Edited on Apr 22, 2006 3:20PM]
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Today, I think that
my journal will be haiku.
Maybe thursday's too.
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So I am never allowed to cut my kids hair again. Personally, I think its cute, but I guess its a matter of taste.

Next week, no longer awake from monday morning till saturday morning. When I say no longer awake it means no longer awake straight through from monday to sat. Big bonus. Maybe I can get some school work done.