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listening to tool

"If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you"
that's from a song called Time in a Bottle.

so....justin left a little while ago. i guess i'll have to be happy with friendship, because i can't lose him completely. if...
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mr_zero:
That totally blows. Want me to write a song for you?
fred:

Sorry about that. You're not the only one that suffers.
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listening to my sister.
so. today is uterus day. hooray. i guess i'm just not big on holidays in general. or hoopla. damn you hoopla!
i guess i like being a humbug.
or having like 20 people in the house.
but! i did find out that i might really be part jewish. when my great-grandmother came over with her parents from lithuania, their name was...
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tallboy66:
What kinda music is My sister.
dekews:
I'd try to talk to your boss about lightening up your hours for the end of the school year, or you'll schmeer lox all over his face.
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listening to tool
Tool!
buahahahaha!
i'm back muthafuckas!
kinda.
on a limited basis.
for a while.
so, my internet machine refused to go on the internet for a week or so, of course, the week before everything for all my classes is due. awesomely enough, also the week that i'm closing every night and getting up at 7 am for school! yay! love it's so awesome!...
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vaux:
Post has been...replaced! tongue Enjoy smile
dulllifelesshair:
Your bum is naked
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it's been a strange weekend. i don't want to say that everything's back to normal, but i'm alright. i'm just going to leave it at that.
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user304975207:
frown
i hope everything works itself out. im here if you wanna talk.
loslope:
Back to normal can be good. Hopefully, this weekend was better than the last. smile

How is your site coming along? Are you still doing it?

Take care!

J
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listening to Ani DiFranco
yeah. i've been kind of scarce lately. mostly busy babysitting my sister, but she goes back home on tuesday. i love her dearly, but we function best as sisters with at least 2 hours travel in between us. these past couple weeks have convinced me that as soon as possible i need to get an apartment, with as few roomates as...
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loslope:
the internal dialogue is helpful. Don't quit! smile
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listening to snoring.
this whole working until 12:30 is killing my sleeping habits. i am almost always wired until about 2 or so,even when i smoke.
i went with my sister and her friend talia (who owns a killer head shop in CT) to watch my sister get a tattoo. i got insane ink envy. i haven't been in the chair for over a year....
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sonofapunk:
What is "Shine on you crazy diamond" from? I've heard it other places before, and I'm so lost! eeek
sonofapunk:
A way to communicate?

I dunno... I'm pretty good at getting everything that's in my head outside, into the world.

I think it helps to talk. And talk. And talk and talk and talk and talk until you can't talk anymore. Get your one-true-love to listen. He loves you, right? Then he'll listen 'til his ears fall off.

It helps a whole lot better if he understands what you're trying to say too!

Unfortunately, it would appear that my thoughts are a little complex for my loved-one. Sometimes she doesn't get it. Oh well, can't blame her.

It just helps to speak to those who are experienced, or are loved by you.

Not much help I know, but that's just my perspective. smile

Hope you are doing well.
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listening to disturbed
i just found out that my sisters best friend of 10 years died in a car accident. she called me, sobbing, for comfort and i couldn't provide it for her. i had nothing to say to her. nothing she wanted to hear. and it makes me wonder.
what defines a human being?
is it knowledge of their own mortality, or the fear...
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loslope:
Death doesn't make grief; grief makes grief. If J. were to up and die, would you feel it then? You couldn't know until it happens, and so I wouldn't dwell on it too much.
I cry during war movies...everyone has their own barometer for emotion, and yours isn't changing for the loss of your sister's friend.

PS
HOLA!!
sonofapunk:
No need to thank me. Just learn and live and learn and live.

smile

What's in Connecticut for you to be there? confused confused
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listening to garbage
so i've had an interesting week, to say the least.
i've been dealing with some really queer customers at work. i've been hit on a few times in just the past week. but i did meet this really cool old school biker. he's got 2 half sleeves that are pretty phenomenal, and he saw one of my tattoos, and we were talking...
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loslope:
Its not like I haven't put my mouth on general "waste areas" before...neither have you, for that matter eeek biggrin
drave:
Oh God I hate people who open their mouths and they make themselves even more annoying lol.. I know exactly what you are talking about!!!!!
confused
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listening to everclear
well i had a huge review of Wrestlemania, but apparently i am indeed a dumbass.
anyway.
the boy was sad yesterday. he had to take out one of his nipple rings. it was rejecting, and there were holes in his nipple that you could see the ring right through. he plans on getting it repierced after it heals. with a 10ga. sometimes...
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dulllifelesshair:
YEESSSS!
londonx:
Fuck yeah man!
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listening to silence because the yahoo music engine tech team is clueless
fuckers.
so, technically, my vaca was over last night, but i decided not to go to school today. mostly because the only class i had today consists of the teacher telling us to sign in and then yelling at us as we go on the computer, play games and check our email. i...
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sonofapunk:
Awwwww! A bowl for me?! biggrin

Thank you! biggrin

And yeah dude... Things are looking way better with the girl...

Take it easy hun!
evolkix:
'twernt nuthin'.

But thanks, I just tried to do the best I could with what he brought me.
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listening to the spawn soundtrack
so....i haven't been around for a while...i've been pretty busy with work and school and the boy
but it's spring break! so i can go ca-raazy! or work and catch up on sleep and sex and sg....
i think that sounds more plausable
i am so fuckin' hungry!
kitty kitty!
no kitty! bad kitty!
my kitty was trying to sit...
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dekews:
Spring break!! Time to go to BJ's Wholesale and buy a case of Magnums. wink Have fun!
vaux:
Man...it's been a while since a kitty tried sitting on my face...
I'm sorry. I hadda do it! tongue It's like...genetic!

Anyways, thanks for the comment about mah rambles smile I think I've been gettin' too artsy lately...I gotta get out there n' have some fun! And hello! biggrin
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listening to system of a down
i made a playlist with mezmerize/hypnotize, so i can listen to it as it was meant to be listened too....
and!
i got to play with vagina!!
i planted that seed with my finger, and then i fucked the plant!
the boy and i went to a friend's house friday night for one of his 'parties' (aka: 6 people...
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loslope:
Oi!! Happy St. Patrick's day (tomorrow). Hope all is well in the land of, well...your neck of the woods. whatever
drave:
lol Yep when Im mad I put on my santa hat ...lol